Friday, October 23, 2009

current life

currently i'm spending most of my time by exercising and sleeping. life start at midnight. dunno why. but it's like a symptom. playing badminton for 2 hours and running half an hour. it's tiresome. sleep for almost 6 hour. it's killing my time. but for god sake. i'm enjoying it.

i mean. without any problem to think over or anyone to take care. life flow fluently smooth. unlike before. where i've got tremendous things to get over with. not to forget being like 7 eleven to girl. what i mean? here funny facts of girls.

1)you have to be around them 24/7. just like 7 eleven.
2)you have to report any activities just like working at 7 eleven.
3)you have to work damn hard to kept them satisfied. but at the end. she cut your payment. not paying of most of the time.
4)you have to start boring conversation just to kept she felt appreciated.
5)you have to be un-literally a slave. haha. :)

it's true. people says relation need commitment. but to me. relation need space. i'm taking a huge space by this sem break. not taking anyone to be the one. but trying to pampered myself with a lot of enjoyment. rather than emotion. the rule is simple.

"everything has it's own tide. surf it!"

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

teman sejati


sedarkah kau aku tetap disini
meniti hari disamping kau
pernahkah kau menoleh ke sini
dimana kau selalu terlupa

melihat kau ketawa dan menangis
mendengar setiap rintihan hati
merasa kepedihan luka kau
mengisi setiap ruang kosong hati

tolonglah sedar aku disini
tercipta untuk menemani kau
hingga saat terakhir kau disini
aku akan tetap disisi kau

percayalah kau tak kan pernah
rasa sendiri lagi kemudian hari
berpalinglah kepada diri ku
bayang bayang mu..


Saturday, October 3, 2009

21 guns!


Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

such a good songs. luv it. hahaha..

*currently busy with sleeping because hating economy so much!
it feels like failing it. but still. gonna try it. hahaha