Tuesday, November 24, 2009

self research

since i eagerly want to know who i am. i did study my behavior well recently. so here we go.

i am a right brained dominant person.
i see the world in my own unique way.
i make decisions intuitively.
i processes information in a rapid, spatial, and perceptual manner.
i concentrates more on emotion than logic.
i rely on imagination when finding solutions to problems.
i operate in a nonlinear, simultaneous style.
i tend to think visually-spatially more than verbally.

i do not have stable emotion control.
i don't really care for being around people.
i love to convince myself of things that aren't true.
i am constantly put myself down.
i always convince myself that i don't deserve anything good.
i hate compliments.
i often think of who i am, but only the negative comes to mind.
i am trying to match myself to an impossible standard.
i lie because i mistake it for the truth.
i believe others are lying to make me feeling better.
i cant stop from lying to myself.
i pretend
to be all together but i barely breathing.
i tend to hurt myself on the inside.
i enjoy from helping someone in a sad situation or being a grief counselor.
i tend to feel secluded from others.
i have little confidence which doesn't help with socialising.
i am only extremely reliable if i want too.
i do not have rules of engagement.
i am aggressive in silent way.
i am persistence on something pay off.
i was one of society part although people may not want too.
i have a bold personality.
i likes things done all at once, and not in small stages.
i am self centered person.
i am reckless and easily manipulated by situation.
i do have temper problem.
i
always wanted to be protected,loved, and adored.
i enjoy most of my time being alone or in small group.
i easily turned into "cold" mood when depressed.
i tried to see the good in life but have fallen short.
i am a bit out of norm.
i am pissed off that people won't accept me for who i am.
i often said to be rude but it's the way of who i am.
i hardly cry and only do when i am angry or badly hurt.
i am one rebellious person.

there! some of the facts that i've found. its far complicated actually. :)

4 comments:

aRien de GreaT said...

granulz..through ur OWN research...it seems like u live on ur own ego..
cuba rendah diri..byakkan berdoa..sabar...jgn cepat marah..stop being rebellious.. erm..umur mcm granulz ni mang le mudah mgikut darah muda..ecey22mcm kite ni tua sgt..tpi tu la..semuanya melalui pengalamn...once u reach ur maturity level, ur research tu dah xkan valid lgi n bila granulz bca blik research tu..sure gelak..huhuhu

granulaz said...

1-ego is nothing to be proud of. but it is a self defense mechanism that has been working so far for me.

2-patient is too slow. my life seems a bit faster and i dont have time to really "be patient".

3-maturity level is solely dependant on teenager shape. and i could say. i am not going to be a good mature person.

granulaz said...

actually it's from fb quiz that kinda accurate. hehe..

Anonymous said...

I agreed with number one.

-Dio