Myth of Myself

one year one picture one story

2012-01-04T06:47:00.000+08:00

as 2011 ends.

lots of memory to be remembered,

lots of scars to be covered and

lots of smile to be cherished.

early 2011,

january highlight

ended my apprentice program at Zagato auto garage

good working experience. gave me a lot of knowledge about my own alfa romeo cars. who says it easy to work there?in middle of the sun, lifting 1k kg with only a fulcrum with one your buddy, you work from 10-6, monday till saturday. when you get home. all energy left is to eat and sleep. =_=

done a great artwork i'm proud of till today

done a great artwork(for me) on my helmet visor. pretty cool i think. idea taken from starcraft 2.

also a frequent visitors on karaoke box

yes my voice ain't that good. but it's very relaxing. screaming like hell or just feel the song and cried.

february highlight

HILLS CORNERING ATTACK session-3

a yearly event that me and my friend usually done on chinese new year. we gone full attack on fraser hills winding road. seek for fun and pleasure.

bike line up, mine on the middle.

missile in the air

releasing a controversial picture of me and my current gf. hihihi..in the same month we also travelled to kuala kangsar together to attend her ex teacher wedding. nice trip. :)

march highlight

mission accomplished

after a few month we both struggled in defining our relationship. finally we sealed the deal by 14/03. or 11/03 where something important happened between us. :)

april highlight

zera final spec upgrade

my bike had been overhauled and received an extensive modifications by receiving a tzm carb and additional engine mods

may highlight

first crash of my life

this is basically the worst and the first crash i ever had in my driving career. it ended my accident free streak for 2 years. :'(

june highlight

started working as a runner

a simple job with a high paying allowance. relax and chilled. all the time. trust me.

learned how to go fishing!

my friends 'racun' me for an hour and i bought a fishing rod and followed them instantly! XD

dyno!

this is also i've been into dyno and professional performance workshop for proper advice about my car. :)

RC fever is back~

my RC (XCC) club had been kind enough to invite me to their event where we controlled a booth of touring rc car event on PJRC power boat international event

july highlight

head blow

my car received top overhaul and i put some art work on my car. ekekeke..see the red? that's my work.

august highlight

first dinner with XCC family

my RC team never done this. and i'm proud to be part of it! congratz guys. should done it more often.

shopping and raya~!!!

gone shopping at jln TAR and then...tadaaa..nice couple outfit. the sale girls said

"macam nak match pengantin". hahaha~

september highlight

my sister is married

a simple ceremony due to her short break and had to leave the country. the real event will be done on this march. i'll invite all of you guys! come2~

drawing again!

used to loved drawing. and this is my latest drawing. bit weird right? =_=

october highlight

completed UR series!

bought all UR series bar for my car..jeng2..now it's prettier and handled better

november highlight

ultraman!!!!!!!!

my gf bought me this super cute ultraman. i just loved ultraman and she knows it. :) mine is the red one.

not much..

most of the time this month i'm on a date with my loved one. like all weekend. hihi

december highlight

her birthday!

her wishes are to get a bday cake and go genting. so i've done both of them. and in addition we also went to bukit tinggi. ;)

new year celebration!

went to the curve. the most happening place for new year every single year. so here is why it's happening. excessive usage of snow spray from over excited crowd.

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PHEW~! and that's all 2011 that i want to remember.

so 2012? it's a new beginning. :)

cheers everyone. enjoy the year lies ahead!

it is so 2005!

2011-11-01T10:08:00.014+08:00

ahaha...blogging ni aku rasa macam zaman aku dulu2 la..(alasan, padahal busy)

okay..aku pon xtaw nak membebel apa..so..aku tibai je la pape yang ada k?

ni some of stuff yang aku nak citer. tapi xtaw mcm ne nak susun..kui2..

jadi aku letak pic dgn sket caption je..okay la tu kan? :D

1)family?

yea..kakak aku yang comel dah kawin dgn gergasi terengganu.

bwahaha~ melepas la korang..

btw, lineup family season 2011 dari kiri

aku,ayah,abg ipar,kakak,mak,abang.

mesti korang pelik nape aku pakai t-shirt kan?

jawapannya sebab aku rewang..basuh pinggan.

yang lain tu xhabis2 tangkap2 gambar lepak2. XD

haa..yg ni pon bakal jadi family la..current gf.

been over 7month..even akak aku nak kawin pon terkezut.

pasal aku dgn gf aku da ada sijil pra-perkahwinan lebih awal.

bwahaha~ sweet kan? klu korg jwp x. aku tikam. :P

2)kenderaan?

jeng2..keter aku setaraf dengan rx7 fc tu.(perasaan)

xde la. aku g dyno itu hari..kira berapakah kuasa kuda tinggal.

jadi inilah resultnya~

123bhp..amacam? slow giler kan.uhuk2..sedey2..standard 129.

maknanya? ada 6 ekor kuda da mampus. tapi xpe..

keter ni dah tua..dah 14tahun berkhidmat. dan lately aku kan ganaz..so sian dy. :P

3)hobi!!!

aku ada hobi baru. (sangat baru)

kawan aku wan dan raja amir la buat hal.

racun satu jam. teros aku beli joran. follow mancing kelong. XD

hasilnya?? tadaa..ikan pertama aku!

nama dia gelama pisang apa tah. aku xhengat la.

sori..ikat mata kail pon terkial2 lagi kot. :D

xlupa jugak hobi lama..maen rc car..

ni time aku kat PJRC international speed boat race.

aku dgn kwn2 handle both tok keter rc..cool event. :)

the end..

okaylah. cukup sampai sini..nanti aku post lagi.

janji(cross finger). bwahaha~ later guys!

salam dari saya dan tunang(bakal) :P

jejak kasih blogwalker/follower granulaz!

2011-05-16T23:30:00.006+08:00

sudah lama rasanya kita tidak bersua di alam maya,

hingga jari jemari hamba kian kaku di papan kekunci,

jadi sudah menjadi adat orang melayu kita,

mengucap salam dan menyusun sepuluh jari..

salam pertemuan kembali!

(ahahaha~!)

tiba2 mood nak berbicara seperti melayu lama. :P

okay2..enough. latest story of me eh?

this is what happen to me recently.

yes. that my car.

yes. i've crashed.

so...nothing much really. crashed the car on highway.

hitting the divider while doing 130 on sharp turns.

and that's the end of 2 years streaks without accident/crashed.

(sigh)

but it's not the end of the world bitches!

now. i'm regaining momentum from the crash.

my alfa romeo will be receiving extensive modification.

(looking forward!!)

that's all for this time. till the next post.

owh. forgot to tell. i'll be back as blogwalker now.

will hit all of you one by one. :)

thanx follower and stalker!

fairly in good mood

2011-02-28T11:38:00.003+08:00

this post marks the day that i'm no longer in the shadows of memory that haunting me for past few month which have sent my life into complete mess. i don't really know how does it happen. what i knew is. last day i've been travelling with my dear friends who named as vee. and i started to realize something that i dont really know what. but. one thing serves my memory right now is her smile and mine that day. i think i better keep it that way. smile. coz i'm feeling something weird. not because of her,you or them. but because of me. there's something inside that keep me smiling. and i can't stop. all in all. i'm in a good mood. after a long way of despair.

smile while you can smile,
coz life ain't sunny all day!

weyh! tag ni! buat la!!!

2010-12-01T20:38:00.003+08:00

jawap mcm biasa. tipu dosa. haha

1. Apa benda penting dalam hidup anda?

- my bear. can't sleep without it. (giler manje sial)

2. Benda terakhir yang anda beli guna duit anda?

- bayar tol sebab amik kereta customer kat saujana utama.

3. Di manakah tempat anda akan melangsungkan perkahwinan anda dan apakah temanya nanti?

- kat parking lot dpn rumah aku. tema. taman tema kot.

4. Adakah anda sedang bercinta sekarang?

-ya. bersama kereta kesayangan ku.

5. Berapa lama anda akan mencintai kekasih anda?

- xpyh tanya. sebab walau aku cinta dia selamanya pon. bukan dia cintakan aku lagi dah. huh.

6. Di mana anda selalu jumpa kekasih anda?

-disebabkan sedang bercinta dengan kereta. aku slalu jumpa kat workshop tempat aku keja.

7. Novel/majalah/buku terakhir dibeli?

-hypertune edisi julai

8. Siapakah nama penuh anda?

-muhammad syafiq bin mohd noor

9. Antara mak dengan ayah yang mana anda lebih mesra?

-dulu dengan ayah. skang mcm stabil sket.

10. Namakan orang yang anda betul2x nak jumpa dalam hidup anda?

- sudah tentu la nabi junjungan. rasul terakhir.

11. Adakah anda basuh baju anda sendiri?

-mak aku.(giler pemalas)

12. Di manakah tempat anda betul2x nak pergi?

- aku nak pergi tunaikan haji la chor. sempurnakan yang 5. tapi xtaw biler.

13. Pilih satu "peluk" atau "cium"?

-saya? peluk kot. sebab tu skang ni ayah asyik lari. haha..peluk ayah xtentu pasal.

14. Beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang beri tag.

- amat manje,mudah menangis,setia

15. Lima benda yang disayangi dalam hidup anda.

- 1)bear 2)keter 3)phone 4)laptop 5)pisau lipat swiss

16. Lagu yang anda suka dan selalu dengar.

-the strokes-the world we live in

17. Bila tarikh lahir dan kt maner korang sambut tahun lepas?

-13hb6. aku sambut dalam keter dikejar 2 keter peronda polis.

18. Rakan blogger yg anda nk tag?

- sape2 yang dulu slalu meriahkan blog aku...dan sape2 yang sudi...aku sedar sapa diri ni..xd sapa nk masuk blog ni dah.. :(

kembali semula

2010-11-27T02:36:00.002+08:00

pada jam 0600 semalam. aku termimpikan sha. mimpi apa? cuba pejam mata dan hayati situasi dibawah. seorang kekasih yang amat menyintai kekasihnya hadir ke majlis perkahwinan kekasihnya. dalam duka digagahkan diri untuk kesana. namun seribu memori kembali satu demi satu bagaikan ceritera layar perak. hingga gelap gelita pandangan. pengsan. bila dibuka mata yang masih kelabu. kelihatan muka sha dan suaranya memanggil. namun terus tesadar dari mimpi dengan air mata berlinang dan serangan asma yang teruk. setelah hampir 2-3 tahun tidak diserang asma. ianya kembali semula. kembali semula....

pada jam 2300 semalam. aku ke tempat dimana aku pernah membuat keputusan getir dalam hidup. dibawah jambatan ditengah highway dimana tiada insan yang menggangu. disinilah aku diyakinkan akan teguh cinta sha oleh sha sendiri. dan disini aku mengambil keputusan melepaskan adii untuk bersama sha. malam kian pekat. hujan semakin lebat. tapi aku masih disini. menghayati. betapa pedih hati. bila mengetahui sha sudah berteman. sekali lagi bederai air mata disini. sendiri. namun terasa agak manis. bila aku kembali semula disini. aku dapat rasa cebis manis cinta lama....

one word describing me

2010-11-22T19:31:00.001+08:00

one word describing me

Answer here

motivational talk should be talking about how beautiful life can get from current life or how worst life can get compared to current life??

2010-11-22T19:16:00.001+08:00

motivational talk should be talking about how beautiful life can get from current life or how worst life can get compared to current life??

Answer here

apa function gf bagi seorang lelaki seperti ko?

2010-11-22T19:13:00.001+08:00

apa function gf bagi seorang lelaki seperti ko?

Answer here

my side of the story

2010-10-01T21:01:00.003+08:00

currently. im in a situation where things are falling apart. bit by bit. i got hit here and there. inside and outside. then someone or everyone says im a childish person. i give you the story of my life from my side.just to explain why. its not what i asked for being childish and stubborn. its just how i grew up eventually. its not like im blaming others for this. coz as everyone knew. i am a low self esteem person which tends to blame myself. so this is my route given by god and i cant make it the way others expect including family,lovers,friends and god.

ACADEMICALLY

i grew up too fast and there is no childhood actually. i already memorizing and practice multiplication and division since before kindergarden. i read a lot when i was before kindergarden. I at the point where no one would even imagine since i was small. thats is why i manage to excel in academic field untill i was in 3grade. after that i "jumped" class. i was shocked by a mathematical terms called "fraction". since then i was dropping my standard of education. untill i was at form 3. my pmr result wasnt bad. i got the offer to go to technic schools. my dad refuse so i stuck in subang. and i was learning biology eventhough i was intrested in ICT field. but. i move on. after that i got to asasi uitm. for a year and half. i study law. i was on every effort refusing to retake my muet exam since i know. if i flunk law. i can go to ICT field. however thanks to uitm. i still stucked at law. and now. im currently doing a degree in law without my passion.

EMOTIONALLY

i was grew as the last child. my mother puts a lot of hope in me. so she pushed my capability at age 5. and to be in the family is hard. imagine. a child play with itself untill 5th grade. how thats for lonely? however this is life. i grew. i was emotionally change since i was 5th grade where i finally have a "wet dreams". since then i was one rebellious boy. i was involved in schools gang. i skipped class. and even smoke. i was turning to a person who i am today. and at form2. i meet my first love. n thats totally change everything. i get this wet and weak heart since then. i was starting to turn unstable and unable to think logically. i learn my temper since then. i learn to cry since then. and for god sake. i am a weaklings since then.

RELIGOUSLY

i learned to perform my pray at age 4 or 5. i cant remember it well. i already finish the whole quran in standard3. i didnt even start learn to recite used iqra'. it starts with muqaddam straight ahead. and counting untill now. i repeated to finish the whole quran 7 times. however there is a black dot in my religious experience. i was a condemmed astray from form 4 till form 5 which i was an offical member of the satanism. thank god. i being reconverted by ustaz fauza in form 5. and untill now. im a muslims. i think subliminally. i was still at the point of searching god. and by god. he test me a whole lot of test.

SOCIALLY

i was grew up too fast that i dont see the value of social life. i was a silent or rude person. since i turned to 5th grade. i still remember how others dont like me. the only person who be friend with me at the gang. of course. the conversation and activities was a little bit harsh. i learn to social in other side of life. since then i have more friends older than at the same age. and with that all of them does not really apply the tittle "abang,pakcik" or etc. so when i meet people. its awkward to call and respect others. i was streotyping others to be the same age as i calling "aku,kau". when i shake hands with others. i cant really kiss elders hand. i only do that for my family and her family. thats seems to be rude. i'm trying to change.

I was pushed beyond my ordinary capability since i was small. now i am 2 years ahead of a person that at the same age of me in academic. i was being a little too unstable in emotions. im a persons that may not be understandable in religous as i was once an astray. i was socially rude to others eyes. here and there. i was one fucked up living persons. that is me. i was an incomplete persons with extraordinary route.

im trying hard each days to learn and adapt my life for a better things a head though.

but recently i was tested by beloved god. in family crisis. in love crisis. in financial crisis. in social crisis. in drugs crisis. in academic crisis. all these things hit me in one month time frame which is one month before my final. i barely can walk since i was falling, but now i had to run. now that is one hard task to complete. and i see it in this way.

"GOD TEST ARENT MEANT TO BE PASSED. ITS MEANT TO TEACH YOU SOMETHING".

currently. im trying hard to picks up few things. and i need others supports. i really hope you can share some of your motivational words just to move me there. to make it in life. tq. :(

i wish i was there. better ones than now who i am.

PERATURAN RUMAH 0810

2010-08-03T15:40:00.003+08:00

Peraturan Rumah Sewa

berkuat kuasa serta merta

03/08/10

1.Setiap penghuni rumah adalah terikat dengan sebarang peraturan yang ditetapkan tanpa sebarang pengecualian.

2.Sebarang bentuk pindaan atau penambahan peraturan akan memerlukan majoriti mudah daripada penghuni rumah

3.Jika mana mana peraturan dilanggar,

(a)adalah menjadi tanggung jawab penghuni rumah melaporkannya

(b)sebarang bentuk hukuman akan ditentukan oleh undian majoriti mudah

4.Sebarang bentuk barang telarang adalah dilarang dari dibawa masuk dan sebarang bentuk jenayah dilarang dilakukan dirumah.

5.Setiap penghuni rumah harus menyumbang kepada tabung dapur setiap bulan dengan nilai minima RM30.

6.Sekiranya berlaku sesuatu kepada fasiliti rumah sila laporkan untuk mendapatkan pampasan.

7.Adalah dilarang sama sekali untuk lambat membayar sewa melebihi 3hari.

8.Sebarang bentuk pembaziran air dan elektrik melampau adalah dilarang.

9.Penghuni yang kehilangan sebarang benda perlu dimaklumkan kepada penghuni rumah lain.

10.Sebarang keputusan yang tidak tertulis didalam peraturan rumah dan melibatkan kepentingan rumah perlu dibuat secara majoriti mudah oleh penghuni rumah.

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kesemua sepuluh peraturan di atas dibuat kerana aku sebagai antara penghuni rumah. pelik. kenapa ada antara kita kadang2 terlupa tentang semua ini. bukan untuk perli atau sakitkan hati. tapi manusia adalah cepat lupa dan lalai. aku akan tampal peraturan ini di dinding rumah. untuk sentiasa mengigatkan betapa penting peraturan ini untuk memastikan kesejahteraan bersama. ambillah ikhtibar terhadap musibah yang sedang menimpa kita. jadikan pengajaran.

2nd hand

2010-07-10T02:28:00.003+08:00

the tittle has nothing to do with anything i'm writing. currently starting a new semester in uitm. a new journey. a long road. pheww~ i can smells the struggle right from the first day.

HOWEVER!

gotten myself an alfa romeo 146 for life..thus. it is a relief. IS IT?! NOOOO....i kept thinking bout the car till i forgot what am i. a student.

BUT....!

I CANT. so..im going to concentrate my mind for the time being to the car. haha~ owh. also. my girlfriend. happy anniversary my dear..

*BTW i'm a bit confused.

1.7 boxer engine equipped with turbo or 2.0 twin injection engine is better. :P

current life report

2010-06-22T01:25:00.007+08:00

i have few things to report on.

1)i've just break up with someone who i supposed to be engaged with.

2)i've lost my heart. it was stolen by someone new.

3) i'm driving an alfa romeo 146 1.7 boxer.

4)i've lost for the 3rd time in street racing for my entire career.

5)i'm working as an event and sound manager for my brother band.

6)i've fail to impress my parents with my result.

7)i've changed my blog layout,theme and few other stuff.

8)i've learn to let go my strong loving feeling towards few of my ex-gf.

9)i'm loving someone else more than ever before.

10)and i...don't even bother with others critics and insults.

the end...

saya nak jadi ultraman!! (versi remaja)

2010-03-22T17:47:00.004+08:00

masa kecik2 kita banyak berangan nak jadi superhero. dan aku? aku nak jadi ultraman!! kenapa? mungkin masa kecik kita terpengaruh. tapi bila dah besar. mula wujud sebab2 yang kukuh. berikut adalah sebab kenapa aku nak jadi ultraman walaupun selepas remaja:-

1)aku nak training lompat tinggi kat celah klcc. pastu jatuh dalam kolam klcc. best2.

2)aku nak harumkan nama negara. pergi klang amik keris besar. buat persembahan silat. mungkin aku akan menerima tempahan silat untuk orang kawin kot.

3)aku nak cungkil gigi (ultraman ada gigi??) pakai menara kl. mesti bersih. :)

4)teringin nak conduct senamrobik. sebab slalu senamrobik orang xnampak mcm mana nk buat coz instructor kecik. jadi ultraman kan besar. mesti nampak.

5)aku nak buat gaya mat rempit "superman" atas spinx kat egypt. pastu buat peace. mesti cool giler kan2?

6)masa kecik aku pernah terpikir nak main kereta mainan dekat tembok besar cina. bila dah jadi ultraman baru la boleh main ye tak?

7)aku nak bergambar kat patung gundam besar di jepun. kan geng gaban2 besar..hebat betol kalau dapat bergambar sebegitu.

8)barbeque di gunung berapi. macam sedap je rasanya. mungkin aku perlukan 100 ekor gajah untuk satu sesi perkelahan di gunung berapi.

9)aku rasa nak shuffle lak bile dah jadi ultraman nanti dekat dataran merdeka. wah..mesti "eyes on malaysia" pastu. heee

10)pemandangan bumi dari bulan lawa. jadi aku nak tgk la kalau jadi ultraman. kan terbang laju..tiap2 malam leh tgk..jgn risau. nanti aku mms kat korang gambar die ek?!

sebenarnya byk lg sebab. tapi xsempat nk tulis. esok ada test. ni hanyalah sesi buang masa. wahahaha~

nothing else matters

2010-03-02T16:01:00.000+08:00

Nothing Else Matters lyrics
Songwriters: Hetfield, James Alan; Ulrich, Lars;

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Yeah, trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know, that's right

Never opened myself this way
And life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters, yeah

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for things they say
Never cared for games they play
I never cared for what they do
I never cared for what they know
And I know, yeah yeah yeah

*the only songs that kept me standing right now.

BODOH!!!!

2010-03-01T22:10:00.006+08:00

sedang aku makan. aku berbual dgn rakan2. tentang bagaimana kita saling mengenali dan kemungkinan yang logik jika betukar rakan sebilik. dan ayat paling tajam pernah aku dengar sepanjang berada di universiti jatuh kepada ayat berikut.

"kalau kau roomate dgn aku, kau mesti tak bodoh"

aku faham. ianya sebuah jenaka. dan ianya memang kelakar. tapi tah mengapa. lepas tedengar ayat tu. aku rasa air mata aku bakal turun. tapi untuk tidak melukakan hati kawan. aku gelak. untuk menyedapkan hati. aku menipu hakikat. dan sekarang. aku.

AKU RASA BODOH SEKALI.

pernah juga terpikir sejenak untuk menjadikannya satu motivasi seperti ketika aku di asasi kuantan. dimana seorang pensyarah pernah berkata yang aku dapat A dlm subjek dia adalah nasib semata mata. tapi akhirnya aku disini. di program ijazah undang2. tapi...

AKU RASA BODOH 2 KALI.

entah mengapa. aku xmampu mengubah perspektif negatif kepada sebuah motivasi. aku betul2 menangis petang tadi. dan aku begitu teguris. bukan kerana kata2 kawan2. tapi kerana diri sendiri. aku rasa aku seorang yang gagal dan lemah.

AKU RASA BODOH 3 KALI.

aku menangis. aku tak dapat tahan. mungkin betul kata seorang kwn aku.

KAU TAK SEKUAT YANG KAU SANGKA.......

hills cornering attack

2010-02-19T11:35:00.002+08:00

date:15/2/2009

venue:kuala kubu baru - frasers hill

here the video.

HCA PART 1

HCA PART 2

thats all for the latest update. XD

the epic tales

2010-02-06T09:45:00.003+08:00

a master tells his student to fill up a small cup with the whole jug of water. and it should never spills up no matter what. the students tries and fail,so the master says. if you fills a cup that is already full. it's going to spill. if you wanna fill the cup,you have to throw away the old water away first.

a master tells his student to collect the most beautiful leaf. but he should only have one leaf in his possession and never go beyond the a tree. the students picked one. and then he sees another one. he throw the old leaf and pick up the new one. without noticing that he already pass the tree. when he realize. it's already too late.

at the student last day. his master tells him. remember. life is a journey. and so the student begin his journey that day. he says to me. life is a journey. but the destination is home. hence life is a homecoming.

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this epic tales is compiling a few tales that have been changing my life recently regarding religion and life. the first tales is first seen by me in 2012 movie. if you want to adapt something new you have to throw the old one. the second tales was first heard by me from my housemate name abbad. if you kept searching you'll never find. and without realizing you already dead. and the last tales was first discovered by my own. life is a homecoming for us. we are going back up there literally.

the end~

epic of thee night

2010-01-30T16:50:00.002+08:00

when the rotten world sets the suns
those bright days is towards the end
then the moons shine the hopeless lights
leaving shadows scattered all around

fear filled within shallowed souls
looking for light from biblical text
they found nothing but despair
breaking the fragile faith they share

and those who believe buried inside
as the beast inside is unleashed
untamed, uncontrollable, unstoppable
nothing left white but the moons

and its remains shining upon the night
thats getting darker every moment
awaits there, the suns for the new dawn
to once again shines upon those astray

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description:-

1st para:
when the circumstances kills the hope
joys are fading away from life
replaced by religion guidance that seems to be weakened
leaving nothing but illusive goodness

2nd para:
those people who are less educated in religion are filled with fear of the worlds end
still they try to find something in the holy religion book
but nothing bring them back to the days where faith was strong
thus washing away any faith that they hold before

3rd para:
their goodness and kindness are hidden deep inside
and their evil are exposed on the outside
turning human being to animals
their religion is the only things that remain in good,but not their people

4th para:
however,religion are holy things that can't be wipe out,its survive
even the worst condition,even humanity is nothing more than a word
the religion now awaits till one day
the human founds their faith again

crash,collide and cold

2010-01-25T01:29:00.009+08:00

last wednesday. i've crashed the bike. i aint going to say anything. lets the picture talk the rest.

aftermath picture taken at my college

can you see the sport rim? it was bend and broken.

the cover set was broken and swing arm was twisted

so here my bills.

fork tripod-rm295
reason:obviously it was damaged. there was a major crack.

fork set-rm100
reason:the impact left it to bend badly.

frame balancing-rm120
reason:the mainframe of the bike was pushed towards the inside.

handle bar-rm60
reason:easy said that it can be hold anything any longer

swingarm balancing-rm60
reason:the swingarm was twisted a bit to the right

tyre-rm75
reason:obviously it was torned up

coverset-rm180
reason:it was broken into million pieces

sport rim-free
reason:the old rim was splitting up due to the crash

total: exceed rm1000.

note:
i was flying about 4feet height and 8feet distance after hit the divider.

internal injuries could be fatal. now? counting days.

return of who?

2010-01-06T01:30:00.003+08:00

ahaha..of course the return of me. been so busy that i can't even remember that i have a blog. i was accepted into lw213 which is bachelor of law study in uitm shah alam. and so far. what i can say is the level of degree is way to far from foundation or degree. FYI, i've brought my bike again. and this time. it's a lot faster. sorry. i've always being over excited about speed recently. and what i can say about the bike is? it will take down it's common enemy now. muahaha~ i guess it's not too late to wish all reader "HAPPY NEW YEAR". i've great fun on the new year eve in KD. urm..what else to talk about? i don't know. you tell me what you want in my blog. coz i'm writing the blog for readers now! :) feel free to ask,propose or provoke. i'll be writing again. soon enough when i've got my hand on internet access. promise! BTW, thanks for reading and visiting that the counter hit now exceeding 10k!! hoyee~

tata~

my quotes!

2009-12-03T10:09:00.002+08:00

there are many words said by us all in each day. but some of them kept sticking in mind. here some of mine!

"life is hard, just get tougher"
-words to a girl who just being dumped.

"there's reason why the sky doesn't always blue"
-words to myself when i cry.

"lie only one alpha' short than life"
-i whisper to the person i lie to

"everything has it's own tide, surf it"
-said to my friend when we both ate maggi for whole month (money issue)

"with great horsepower, comes great handling"
-my words to a person who just install turbo a week before crash

"FR makes fast car, FF makes fast driver"
-when my car was beaten by a mean honda. XD

"speeding not stupid because it's pure skills"
-to a girl who hate racing so much

"why run if you can walk"
-dedicated to my mother..hehe..

actually there's a lot more. but enough of me. let's read others quote that i love!

"you win some,lose some and wreck some"
-dale earnheartd sr.

"auto racing is boring except when a car is going 172mph upside down"
-dave barry

"to finish first, you must first finish"
-rick mears

"aerodynamics is for those who cannot manufacture good engines"
-enzo ferrari

"the crashes people remember, but drivers remember the near misses"
-mario andretti

"they've only got two hands and two feet, haven't they? i can dust'em off"
-glen "fireball"

"alcohol for drinking. gas for cleaning parts. nitro for racing"
-unknown

"driver of genuine 'kill yourself kit'...seek employment"
-onlin davis

"success is where preparation and opportunity meet"
-bobby unser

"if you keep running, you'll get something"
-richard petty

"no one wants to quit when he's losing and no one wants to quit when he's winning"
-richard petty

"what is power without control"
-keichi tsuchiya

"men with guts attack those corners"
-keichi tsuchiya

wallah!! there you go. have a nice day!

self research

2009-11-24T01:05:00.005+08:00

since i eagerly want to know who i am. i did study my behavior well recently. so here we go.

i am a right brained dominant person.
i see the world in my own unique way.
i make decisions intuitively.
i processes information in a rapid, spatial, and perceptual manner.
i concentrates more on emotion than logic.
i rely on imagination when finding solutions to problems.
i operate in a nonlinear, simultaneous style.
i tend to think visually-spatially more than verbally.
i do not have stable emotion control.
i don't really care for being around people.
i love to convince myself of things that aren't true.
i am constantly put myself down.
i always convince myself that i don't deserve anything good.
i hate compliments.
i often think of who i am, but only the negative comes to mind.
i am trying to match myself to an impossible standard.
i lie because i mistake it for the truth.
i believe others are lying to make me feeling better.
i cant stop from lying to myself.
i pretend to be all together but i barely breathing.
i tend to hurt myself on the inside.
i enjoy from helping someone in a sad situation or being a grief counselor.
i tend to feel secluded from others.
i have little confidence which doesn't help with socialising.
i am only extremely reliable if i want too.
i do not have rules of engagement.
i am aggressive in silent way.
i am persistence on something pay off.
i was one of society part although people may not want too.
i have a bold personality.
i likes things done all at once, and not in small stages.
i am self centered person.
i am reckless and easily manipulated by situation.
i do have temper problem.
i always wanted to be protected,loved, and adored.
i enjoy most of my time being alone or in small group.
i easily turned into "cold" mood when depressed.
i tried to see the good in life but have fallen short.
i am a bit out of norm.
i am pissed off that people won't accept me for who i am.
i often said to be rude but it's the way of who i am.
i hardly cry and only do when i am angry or badly hurt.
i am one rebellious person.

there! some of the facts that i've found. its far complicated actually. :)

the real word

2009-11-17T03:48:00.002+08:00

many people ask me why i'm colder now. well. this is the real word why.

"when ever the damn girl walk in and out of this little heart. they left me rubbish which i can't forget. so many till i can't heal my heart anymore. like it or not. i have to dump this stupid pumping flesh which people called heart. it's vital isn't it. not anymore. i've replaced the whole heart into an engine. 2500cc. which a lot bigger. no more room for those romantic thinggy. it's all about grinding the engine. i've almost died in recent accident. and i love the moment where i've save my life rather than saving a girls life. i love it more when i'm scared to death rather than scared of losing someone. i love the 8.0 seconds of a race rather than a single second of kissing a girl. i love a car more than a girl now. gay? is it? or just being a guy. thats what i am into now."

"i never will care for another damn girl. they all might be happier than before. i know. i'm a burden to them. i've break their heart. and so are they. who ever care about any stupid heart. they might. but i'm not. not anymore. i dont have one. so go on and laugh if you want. i know its really funny. hahahaha. laugh as long as you want. but i don't give any damn things anymore"

"ya. people said. i cari pmpuan mcm cari kasot. ya! i do. i cari pempuan tok isi hati yang kosong. bila ia hilang aku cari yang baru untuk ganti lobang kosong kat hati ni.thats not love? then? what the fuck is love. stop! i never want to know. coz i dont want to. the more i know. the more i suffer. org ckp cinta sampai mampus. ya. aku da mampus. korang semua buat. puas hati korang? xcukup lagi nak cakap aku yang salah? teruskan sampai kiamat. aku salah! aku sundal! aku sial! apa lagi?! cakap puas2! gelak puas2!"

" i'm talking this not to any ex. but to anyone. i want they see how deep the last relation teach me. how far all the relation have dragged me into hell. how hard they hit me to the floor. perempuan semua pikir aku senang datang dan pergi. kau baru hilang sorang laki dah mcm apa. aku. dah hilang berbelas perempuan dan cinta. tapi apa hasilnya. ia ajar aku. cinta sesuatu yang cukup rapuh dan tak bawak untung!"

"what ever u felt when u lost someone. multiply them at least 15 times. and then you know how i'm doing now. i'm far greater than u can ever archieve. try it. and u'll know how deep the scars. then u'll know how this heart being crushed a lot. my fault or anyone fault. the feeling of losing someone is almost the same. and i'm facing it every 3 to 6 month. got to strong enough standing here. now i'm not standing. not even running. i'm sitting. not waiting for anyone to come and hug me. but sitting for driving. as fast as i could. so every pain could draft away. just like the smoke came out of the exhaust. i'm faster than you running away or walking away. i'm driving. worry of me dying? stop giving that hope. you. and all of you out there. you stabbed me with the sharpest knife."

"now i'm bleeding. draining every inch of adrenaline gone. if i'll die. i want to die with something fast. not something that slaughtered me slowly. you left me in such pain. all of you. and blaming me. such noble gift from someone who devoted his heart to. thanx to all girl. you all really shaped what i am today. thanx!!!"

"the end of me"

unstable

2009-11-15T01:12:00.002+08:00

caution: highly unstable emotion

final result!

2009-11-13T11:12:00.002+08:00

UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA
BAHAGIAN HAL EHWAL AKADEMIK
40450 SHAH ALAM, SELANGOR D.E.
istudent.uitm.edu.my

PENYATA KEPUTUSAN PEPERIKSAAN

Perhatian:	1.	Keputusan adalah tertakluk kepada kelulusan Senat.
	2.	Sebarang pindaan di penyata ini perlu dimaklumkan kepada Dekan Fakulti/Ketua Pusat Pengajian dalam tempoh Dua Puluh Satu ( 21 ) hari dari tarikh penyata ini dikeluarkan.

Nama Pelajar	:	MUHAMMAD SYAFIQ BIN MOHD NOOR
No. Pelajar	:	2008247784
No. Kad Pengenalan	:	910613145919
Alamat	:	NO 59, JLN SP 2/7,
		TMN SUBANG PERDANA
		40150 , SHAH ALAM , SELANGOR

Kampus	:	C2 - UITM KAMPUS KUANTAN
Fakulti	:	LW - FAKULTI UNDANG-UNDANG
Kod dan Nama Program	:	S / PI005 - ASASI UNDANG-UNDANG UITM
Bahagian	:	3	Semester	:	20094
Peperiksaan	:	OKT 2009
Tarikh Keputusan	:	12-11-2009

BIL.	KOD KURSUS	NAMA KURSUS	KLASIFIKASI	JAM KREDIT	* GRED	KEPUTUSAN KURSUS
1	BEL332	ENGLISH FOR PRE-DEGREE LAW I	K2	3	B+	LU
2	BEL342	ENGLISH FOR PRE-DEGREE LAW II	K2	3	B	LU
3	MTC087	INTRODUCTION TO LAW III	K1	3	C+	LU
4	MTC088	CONTEMPORARY GLOBAL ISSUES	K1	3	A	LU
5	MTC099	ECONOMIC ISSUES AND PROBLEMS	K1	3	B	LU

	JUMLAH NILAI KREDIT	JUMLAH KREDIT	PURATA NILAI GRED
SEMESTER INI	46.98	15	3.13
SEMUA SEMESTER	147	45	3.27
KEPUTUSAN PEPERIKSAAN	TM(TAMAT)
CATATAN	TAMAT

* PETUNJUK GRED
A+	:	4.00	A	:	4.00	A-	:	3.67
B+	:	3.33	B	:	3.00	B-	:	2.67
C+	:	2.33	C	:	2.00	C-	:	1.67
D+	:	1.33	D	:	1.00
E	:	0.67	F	:	0.00

Perhatian:
1.	Keputusan ini adalah untuk makluman sahaja dan tertakluk kepada sebarang pindaan.
2.	Keputusan ini tidak dianggap rasmi dan tidak boleh digunakan untk permohonan kerja, melanjutkan pelajaran atau urusan-urusan rasmi yang lain.

the gpa drop was slightly lower than i would expected as minimum gpa. but since not repeating any paper. guess i can smile. i heard almost half of the campus is repeating paper. whatever it is. i've done my part there as best as i could. and never fail a single paper. proud of it. XD

till the day come

2009-11-12T13:54:00.002+08:00

someone said to me
"girls for pussy"
someone said to me
"girls are a ghost, they come and go"
someone said to me
"girls worth nothing more than a glimpse"

and i said back to them
"girls are nothing different from us. liar"

(written as this heart bleed as being dumped again and again. fcuk.)

kenangan di sekolah... ;)

2009-11-06T03:04:00.001+08:00

Bila cikgu panggil :

Bila kena hadiri kokurikulum :

Bila dapat homewprk dari cikgu :

Bila tengah cari idea untuk wat karangan :

Bila homework yang cikgu bagi susah nak buat :

Bila otak jam... :

Bila meber banyak songeh dan berlagak pandai :

Bila meber tukar fikiran saat akhir :

Bila cikgu suruh stdy lebih masa :

Cikgu suruh datang skola waktu cuti ada tuisyen :

Bila dah terbuat silap pada omwork yang cikgu bagi :

Bila homework disiapkan dengan jayanya :

Bila homework gagal :

Bila dapat CUTI :

HAPPENING!!!

senaman

2009-11-05T18:03:00.001+08:00

ianya di ambil dari blog blogs.myspace.com/dollyweha.

ni ala taichi sikit la...
sebagai intro dan warming up..

tiru la macam ni...
untuk melegakan bahu dan leher..

wa..wa.. aaa

gerak kekanan kemudian ke kiri..

gerak ke kiri kemudian ke kanan

ikut je ler... jangan terpusing kepala udah la..

tepuk kuat kuat kat dahi..
ni untuk hilang mengantuk..

dah tu buat gerakan tangan dan badan...
buat macam happy aje..

kemudian goyang2 kaki dan badan sikit...
buat macam takde masaalah...

buat secara aggresive pula...
jangan peduli apa orang lain kata..

tengok muka kat cermin
sambil goyang2.. lawa tak...

SELAMAT MENCUBA.... ;)

*haha..lawak giler dowh weha! ;)

hate this

2009-11-02T19:29:00.004+08:00

taking few quiz on facebook and hate them so much when it get's freaking accurate. argh!! below is some example of the freaking accurate quiz!

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Granulaz took the quiz are you really over your ex and the result is you're stuck in denial

You think you know, but sorry, you have no idea. You pretend like everything's okay, but truth is, you're still all torn up over your ex. It's like you're living two separate lives-- depressed at home and putting on a happy face... for others. Casual hook ups and drunken nights aren't going to do the trick to help you get over it either. You've got to properly mourn the relationship before you can healthily move on from it.

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Granulaz took what is truly in your heart and the result is darkness sadness or redemption you chose what you wanted to be,so just hang in there...and remember there will always be a small hope of light at the end

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Granulaz took what behind your eyes and the result is broken
You seem to have had alot of chaos in your life causing you to feel secluded from others. You have little confidence which doesn't help with socialising. You feel a sense of sadness most times which has most likely been from a tragic loss. You have had your heart broken i...nto millions of pieces and you feel you can't trust a girl much so you go for small flings which last no longer than a month. You need to set your mind on a girl you like, get to know her first really well and slowly learn to love her before anything serious happens.

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hurm. it's really annoying when it's get too real. argh!!!

dedicated post

2009-10-29T23:56:00.002+08:00

currently she sits the highest chair inside my heart
the end

nonsense

2009-10-25T12:22:00.003+08:00

lately. i was not feeling well. chest pain. yeah. probably due to excessive smoking. but like hitz.fm commercial. "just one puff man,it's cool". :P owh. let's forget about me. if i die no one wouldn't care aite? let's get to the main story.

last nyte there was 4 person who text me. below are what they saying.

1) "7 girl? is tat including me? im so stupid. its ok la. my mistake. last words,game over! :)"

*the funny part here is. she always misread and misdirected by my act. after a long time. it's the same. taking example my last post. it's a metaphor. it's 7 eleven the shop. not 7 girls. how stupid she were and i regret that she have to pull the plug. but i'm off with it. why? coz i need a space. and she'll come and go whenever she want.

2)"so i guess we still can be fren rite.."

*sure. due to frenship. require hang out. call me when your free. treat me. lalala~

3)"kenapa xdatang?"

*someone stole my car. my father. wahaha~ and me? i was sleeping till the evening. sorry~
thanks for the invitation.

4)"da tdo?"

*not yet...wee~ i was at mcd that time! bwaahahaha.

actually i was coughing like hell here. that's why i'm writing nonsense. bye!

current life

2009-10-23T02:26:00.005+08:00

currently i'm spending most of my time by exercising and sleeping. life start at midnight. dunno why. but it's like a symptom. playing badminton for 2 hours and running half an hour. it's tiresome. sleep for almost 6 hour. it's killing my time. but for god sake. i'm enjoying it.

i mean. without any problem to think over or anyone to take care. life flow fluently smooth. unlike before. where i've got tremendous things to get over with. not to forget being like 7 eleven to girl. what i mean? here funny facts of girls.

1)you have to be around them 24/7. just like 7 eleven.
2)you have to report any activities just like working at 7 eleven.
3)you have to work damn hard to kept them satisfied. but at the end. she cut your payment. not paying of most of the time.
4)you have to start boring conversation just to kept she felt appreciated.
5)you have to be un-literally a slave. haha. :)

it's true. people says relation need commitment. but to me. relation need space. i'm taking a huge space by this sem break. not taking anyone to be the one. but trying to pampered myself with a lot of enjoyment. rather than emotion. the rule is simple.

"everything has it's own tide. surf it!"

teman sejati

2009-10-20T15:06:00.003+08:00

sedarkah kau aku tetap disini
meniti hari disamping kau
pernahkah kau menoleh ke sini
dimana kau selalu terlupa

melihat kau ketawa dan menangis
mendengar setiap rintihan hati
merasa kepedihan luka kau
mengisi setiap ruang kosong hati

tolonglah sedar aku disini
tercipta untuk menemani kau
hingga saat terakhir kau disini
aku akan tetap disisi kau

percayalah kau tak kan pernah
rasa sendiri lagi kemudian hari
berpalinglah kepada diri ku
bayang bayang mu..

21 guns!

2009-10-03T20:35:00.006+08:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

such a good songs. luv it. hahaha..

*currently busy with sleeping because hating economy so much!

it feels like failing it. but still. gonna try it. hahaha

mtc 087

2009-09-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

done it. wrecked it. lost 1/5 of total mark.
not in the mood. hate exam. fcuk! arghhh!

dreadful message

2009-09-24T00:46:00.003+08:00

i got message from my mechanic at setapak.
it was short and simple. but it shot me to dead.

"hello rider, all done and total is 866. tq"

it was the 2nd time where the bike goes into the workshop for major repair in a month. both cost me above around 1400. it was insane. i was so shocked.
the first one because of a crash. the second one caused by incomplete piston running in and incompetent piston rod. and now. i was so stressed with money!

solution:
-sitting counting my piggy bank even i know it won't reach that amount. :'(

victory days

2009-09-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

in few hours we will observe the scene where people will celebrate something that annually occurs. it's called aidilfitri. or in malaysia we called it as "hari raya". the days of victory as said in our holy book. it is. but there is two perspective here.

1)let those who fight against their temptation celebrate their victory. as they have won the war. and heaven blessed the victory.

2)to those who lose the fight against that war. it's about time to receive the reinforcement from hell.

actually i view ramadhan as a month of war. it is unliterally a war between our lust and our faith. who ever win or lose. both celebrate syawal. why? because right after the ramadhan all of us will some sort of forgetting what the mean of this war. it is so annual phenomenon that we'll forget what the war have tought us. we won't fight against our lust outside of ramadhan but instead we going to wait till the next one. will we be there next year?

stop saying god's will.
start asking will we?

when we we're celebrating the days of victory. we forgot that the real enemy now is back. we turn our guard down isn't it? we are such a bunch of idiots. who really think we're going to make it there.

just because we did what our ancestors did.
just because we believe what our ancestors believe.
just because we think we are good enough.

owhohoho. shut it up. being a religous people isn't that simple. it's far more complicated road that lies between the easy spiritual belief. trust me. i'm taking based on personal experience of aspostasy. i've study the religion from the outside view back there. and what i saw is.

religon is like an abstract art. it's simple and beauty.
but beneath it. lies thousand meaning.

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whatever it is. i think most of you didn't get it.
happy "hari raya".

losing another level

2009-09-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

recently i was losing my sanity.
i've become cold,quiet and rebellious.
it's not that i'm liking it.
but i'm moving towards it.
i was so out of the mood.
it's like everyone was turning back.
it's like everything was fading away.
so i guess i just turned away from all this nonsense.
the more i think,care or love.
the more it's hurt.
so i'm leaving.

to dearest father:
"save your penny for other siblings. i know i'm not your fav. i'll pay back if you want."
to dearest mother:
"cry as much as you can. coz after you gone. it's me who will cry for you. not them"
to dearest sister:
"you the smart ass around here. you'll figured out someday who i am"
to dearest brother:
"you take care of this family one day. when that day come. i'm out of it"
to dearest family:
"i know i'm the youngest. but it doesn't means that i'm the one to be fooled,controlled and judged around here. i've been enduring to survive in this house. why? because everytime i get in. there'll be something wrong relating to me. and the worst part. i don't give a shit about it. i talk,shout or do what i want. deal with it or fold me out. and i'm strongly oppose the quotation 'my home,my paradise'. simply because paradise is nothing near that i can be. i'm burning inside this house. coz no one seems to understand me. "

and then i would like to say that.

"supposely i should respect all of my family. but as long as you didn't. i'm ain't giving any shit."

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to all followers who given award,raya card and etc.
i'm not going to post it here on my blog.
but i do kept it on personal external hardisk.
really appreciate them. thanx.

magic maniac!

2009-09-06T23:58:00.007+08:00

baru2 ni ada 2 benda magis berlaku kepada diriku. huhu. pelik tapi benar!
pekara tersebut adalah seperti berikut.

1)motor

motor aku boleh buat magic. xpercaya? tgk video dibawah.

2)laptop

laptop aku jeles dgn motor aku. jadi dia pon buat magic.

(unstable padahal aku xbuat apa pon. idle kot!)
(kemudian jadi mcm ni..tadaa..)

kesimpulannya??

(aku berbuka di petronas dgn air laici)
(dan perabis semua duit tok seagate raptor external harddisk.)
(backup file dlm laptop)

omg! someone tag me!

2009-09-03T20:56:00.003+08:00

haha..aku di tag. dah lame xdpt.. so aku jwp k..

Apakah nama blog anda sekarang dan kenapa anda memilih nama itu?

otherside of life
ianya dipilih sebab aku senantiasa punya pandangan radikal yang agak jarang kita setuju. bak kata ayah aku. "kau ni, salah ke betul bangkang" bukan sengaja nak bangkang cuma aku xnak jadi sama dgn org laen. hipokrit.

Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu?

http://granulaz.blogspot.com
sebab tu nickname yg aku guna. game,internet and etc. nama tersebut lahir ketika aku kecik2 terbaca buku biology kakak aku. ada ayat mention granule so aku edit jadi granulaz.

Apakah method penulisan dalam blog anda?

selalunya benda2 yang aku xdpt nk ckp kt dunia btol. blog jadi mangsa lepas geram.

Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda?

pernah.
sebab terasa nak mengasingkan diri dari semua org. skang ni pon aku kurang post entry.

Apakah pendapat anda mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang TAG anda ini?

blog yg penuh tag baru2 ni. he2. best blog dye!

Senaraikan 10 orang yang akan anda tag.

--anda--

--kamu--

--awak--

--kalian--

--saudara--

--saudari--

--tuan-

--puan--

--cik--

--dan semua orang!--

alones

2009-09-03T02:51:00.002+08:00

Oreta awai tsubasa
Kimi wa sukoshi
Aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
Mou dareka no tame janakute
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo

Izen to shite shinobiyoru kodoku
Uchigawa ni tomoru rousoku
Nigiwau ba ni gouka na shanderia to wa urahara ni
Tarinai kotoba no
Kubomi o nani de umetara ii n’ darou
Mou wakaranai yo
Semete yume no naka de
Jiyuu ni oyogetara anna sora mo iranai no ni
Kinou made no koto wo
Nuritsubusa nakute mo asu ni mukaeru no ni

Oreta awai tsubasa
Kimi wa sukoshi
Aosugiru sora ni tsukareta dake sa
Mou dareka no tame ja nakute
Jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo

Rettoukan to no wakai wa
Kantan ni wa kanawanaisa
Jiishiki no teppen ni suwaru
Kagami ga utsusu hanabira
Furishiboru you ni
Kogoreta ai wo sakende miru keredo
Modokashikute
Meguru toki no naka de
Kizuguchi wa yagate
Kasabuta ni kowatte iku
Kimi wa sore o matazu
Totemo utsukushiku
Totemo hakanage de

Hagare ochita ato no
Ubuge no you ni
Hiwamari no naka de furueru inori
Ima wa muri ni dareka no koto wo
Ai sou to omowanakute ii no ni

Toki ni kono sekai wa
Ue wo muite
Aruku ni wa sukoshi mabushii sugiru ne
Shizumu you ni
Me wo fuseru to
Kawaita chimen ga namida wo susuru
Why do you feel so
Alone anytime
Subete wo uketomenakute ii yo
Why do you feel so
Alone anytime
Koraeru koto dakedo
Yuuki ja nai

translation is provided below!

Your folded pale wings
are just a little tired from the overly blue sky
You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else
It’s alright to smile only for yourself

Loneliness continues to creep up on me,
a candle alight on the inside
Such a gorgeous chandelier
shouldn’t be at a crowded party, like this one
Why should I bury it all
in the emptiness of words that are lacking?
I don’t know anymore

As long as we can swim freely in our dreams,
we don’t need the sky anymore
Even if I can’t paint over everything
that happened up until yesterday,
I’ll still come out to meet you tomorrow

Your folded pale wings
are just a little tired from the overly blue sky
You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else
It’s alright to smile only for yourself

Inferiority complexes and reconciliations
aren’t things that will come true so easily
The mirror that remains
at the top of self-consciousness reflects flower petals
It looks like my voice is strained
from trying to cry out with an impure love
It’s irritating

In these changing times,
wounds will soon turn into scabs
Without waiting for that to happens,
you’re so beautiful, and so fleeting…

Prayers shiver in the sun,
like traces of down that have come loose
It’s alright to not think about loving someone
as being too much for you right now

Sometimes this world is a little bit too dazzling
to walk looking upward in
When you cast your eyes down,
as though sinking, the dry ground slurps up your tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime?
You don’t have to take on everything
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Just putting up with it isn’t courage

lets sing a song! a japanese one! actually bleach anime OST... yeay2! nice song for me now.

di ambang merdeka

2009-09-02T15:14:00.005+08:00

okay. di pendekkan kisah. malam merdeka aku bertolak ke Port Dickson memandang ada info yang mengatakan tiada pertunjukan bunga api di putra jaya. selepas berasap naga(shisha) kt rumah member. kitorang lepak dataran apa tah. yang ada bdk2 main mercun das. boleh la tu...kira bunga api. sambung kemudiannya bertolak ke KL untuk besahur. dan terjadilah event dibawah..hehe.

lebih kurang sejam tersekat kat situ. kereta polis tutup jalan dengan melintangkan kereta di tengah jalan. ada la 3 bijik melintang. dan ianya dilakukan di kedua2 belah jalan. aku xpaham tol. huhu. setelah trafik mula bergerak video dibawah pula telah diambil. :P

kesimpulan malam merdeka!

1)polis bodoh nyusahkan orang
2)hambar punyer merdeka
3)esoknya minyak naik harga.

the end.. :)

the only one

2009-08-30T01:44:00.003+08:00

lately i was so cold. like a puppet play character. so empty on the inside.untill one day. when i lepak at mamak, i was attracted by few tracks veteran. i was listening to them about half an hour talking about their past on the batu tiga speedway. then i said something silly.

"SIC next year. we'll meet there"

and all the people around me was into a hype. a crazy one. i was joking then. but seems they was so excited i couldn't let them down isn't it? they agreed to meet there somewhere in january next year. it's not like we're going to be a spectator. but being there for "time attack".

i got back home and google things up. trak info,record and many more. it was tempting. it was the only thing that make me excited now. i mean a lot. it was inspiring and thrilling thing to be just thinked of. so here are some things that i would like to share with my friends.

how to enter SIC?
-you need a car that have brake and seats belt
-you have to wear a helmets and shoes
-your car must not spills any oil on the track
-you required to own a driving license
-you pay them rm200 for two hours inside the track

simple isn't it? the tracks often open for track days on saturday and sunday. for more details google their site. it tells you more. then let share what things are going to be done to my e36 for the january time attack. the plans that posted on previous plans are changed due to few circumstances.

-VA FS Bilstein Sport Suspension
-all the struts bar and tower upgrade -
High Performance OBD 1 Chip
-AA Gen 3 Rear Exhaust
-Cold Air Intake System – 3.0” HFM
-pro bushing set
-full m3 bodykit with spoiler -other minor upgrade

that's it. i want it to be fully stock cars. since the heavy modifications is prohibited under my father observation. these few things is more than enough to push the car over 240kmh. eventhough i was planning on swapping the gear box and engine. it would be far more expensive than force induced it. so i think i would like to keep it stock. :)

as for the benchmark of lap timing. i'll make it between 2 minutes 30 sec till 3 minutes. can it be done? we'll see next year. going to practice on closed streets when i'm on semester break. learn the car better. cheers!!

sensitive issues

2009-08-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

i was instructed to write around 3000 to 4000 words regarding cloning and what i find is that the argument is more on opposing it. but most of them are irrelevant to my eyes. taking example the anti-cloning society is listed below. (i include an opposing statement)

1-challenging god and religious threat

counter argument:
as some people might made us wonder if we take the power of creation what is left to god? here i would like to stress that god is the sole creatorbut god main purpose in life is not creating but guiding. it's guide us towards a better life. so are science. it leads to better life if we can archieve excelent in cloning. bare in mind that i still remember a christian quote says that "god create us in his image,so what we create is his too" there is nothing to be prolonged here as it is clearly stated that what god really want us to do is improving life of human mankind in the path of light. so it is proven that it is vital for us to excel in science in order to complete the god's will. furthermore islam quote also said in quran "human knowledge is nothing more than the bubbles on the ocean". yet we're arguing about god? back to the meaning of cloning. it is a copy. we don't really create. the end of human mankind might be written in one of the islamic scholars quote. "human in the end of days are haunted by excessive worry". so stop worrying or face the end.

2-moral and ethics of cloning

cunter argument:

cloning purpose is to replicate and not revolutioning the human kind. we need clone to assist in human fatal diseases. when we talking about moral. is it moral enough to put a stop before we even trying? we must try first about cloning because we can only predict not decide. i say we take the risk for better life than stop for the angel of death to come. if an organ farm could save life we should done it rather than taking the organ of the dead people. it is more immoral to take persons belonging than replicate others belonging. all things in life have pros and cons. we must minimize the cons. then prevent the technology from being misused. that is how life cycle. if we hate so much about science of cloning. we might not be able to archieve what we have now.

3-overpopulation and food crisis

cloning have a lot of branch. stem cell research is one of those. if it can be boost that mean we can have an artifical food that might have the same nutrious value but it is simpler to grow. that solve the problem. regarding the overpopulation. the cloning technology is the solution. if we could peak at these technology for sure the other technology also improved. such as migrating the clone to artifical island. what does make the difference anyway. our mankind nowadays is repeatedly attack by fatal virus.killing many people. if we gave up on the cloning or stem cell research then we could end up without any cure to these pandemic issues.

4-cloning proven to be easier to die

that is because we don't peak at it till now. so the research must go on right? to preven another death in the clone??

5-what right do we have to experiment a human(clone)

we do have the right as the dna samples is taken from the human host which agreed about it. and we also do our best to ensure the clone life. it's not like we're not trying to do anything. we try to improve the clone life.

any other argument need to be opposed? feel free to post on the comment.

suratan atau kebetulan

2009-08-26T17:42:00.005+08:00

Name 7 things about yourself that people might find it interesting .

-i hate my own self
-i don't believe in my self
-i tend to remain silent in crowd
-i tend to have a "harsh" joke with friends
-i can sleep minimum per day 1hour
- i can sleep maximum per day 24 hour straight
-i'm not really sane person (i think)

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

**let it be-benny benassi**
(yeah..let it be okay!)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

**pagi yang gelap-hujan**
(nice2)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

**ready to love-yui**
(in girls only!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

**penantian-blackrose**
(berbuka..nyum2)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

**boston-augustana**
(aku rasa ada harta nenek moyang kt sana)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

**jauh mimpiku-peterpan**
(mari..aku nak jauh dari mimpiku~)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

**party night-orange range**
(patot dapat lagu laen da..)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

**wait and bleed-slipknot**
(hahaha...they wait and bleed!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

**enter this kosmos-komplot**

(huh?? enter this kosmos?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

**hash pipe-weezer**
(tepat sekali untuk bob!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

**whatever it takes-lifehouse**
(yep. wateva~)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

**pelangi petang- def gab c**
(wah..sungguh2 hiperbola?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

**kekasihku-ukays**
(kena la pulak..hehe)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

**asterisk-orange range**

(apahal aku kawin nyanyi ost anime bleach?!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

**fly-hillary duff**
(no comment)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

**disana menanti disini menunggu-ukays**

(main nyorok2 kot?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

**mimpi yang tak sudah-ibnor riza**

(memang! haha)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

**now your gone-dj alex remix**

(xpaham...zzz)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

**around the world-initial d**

(nak2!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

**anthem of the world-stratovarius**

(yup. they are!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

**suratan atau kebetulan-salon premelodic**

(okay..tajuk dia..)

done! using 1281 songs from winamp.

tibalah masanya utk aku umumkan 10 penerima tag ni.

1. anda

2. awak

3. saudari

4. saudara

5. encik

6. cik

7. kamu

8. kalian

9. you

10. korang la yg bca smpai no 10 nih..heheh

selamat menjawab k...

JUJUR!!!

secret letters

2009-08-25T21:46:00.005+08:00

it's all numbers talk. an encrypted text. dedicated solely to someone. if she ever going to read this. please ask the decrypt link. i'll give it right away. you can comment on the post somehow to get me notice that you're reading it.
thx.

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bagi yang xpaham..jom dengar lagu nie~

Menunggu dirimu - nadias picture show

bijak dan bodoh

2009-08-23T23:22:00.004+08:00

"aku rasa aku lagi pandai sikit dari kau."

ayat yang cukup sinis bagi aku. :)
ayat yang memperlihatkan diri si penulis lebih celik mindanya.
ayat yang mempunya tona dan nada riak.
pandai sungguh penulisnya.

"jika anda rasa anda bijak dari saya. persilakan. tahniah kerana menjadi bijak. saya memang x pandai dalam akademik. tapi tetap berada di golongan orang yang mengaku dirinya pandai. jadi siapa yang bodoh? orang pandai yang masih di kelilingi orang bodoh. atau orang bodoh yang dikelilingi orang pandai? pertimbangkanlah orang pandai. :)"

ayat balas yang mungkin tidak begitu bijak.
tapi cukup untuk menyedarkan betapa beza daya pemikiran seseorang manusia.
yang membezakan manusia bukan kepintaran atau kebijaksanaan.
tapi manusia itu sendiri berbeza dari setiap manusia lain.

apa yang membanggakan jadi orang bijak? anda bangga dengan mengatakan yang anda bijak?

"setinggi langit pasti ada langit lebih tinggi"
"disebalik mendung langit masih ada mentari menyinar"

ubat penenang

2009-08-22T02:05:00.005+08:00

soalan quiz untuk anda!

1)pernahkah anda merasa tertekan seperti dihempap sebuah bukit batu kapur sebesar batu caves?

2)pernahkah anda merasa marah meluap seperti proses pemeluapan air ke udara?

3)pernahkah anda merasa hampa setelah mendengar ungkapan "sila cuba sekali lagi?"

jika anda pernah, mungkin anda tidak pernah merasakan begini!

ya. anda telah mengambil test online secara mati matian kemudian error mengatakan anda telah selesai mengambil test tersebut. secara umumnya berikut adalah perasaan yang dihadapi anda:

1)penat menjawap last2 error
2)dah la error maknanya markah kosong
3)nak jawap lagi sekali xboleh
4)terlewat pergi makan sebab jawap test ni
5)kena bebel dengan pak guard balik lambat

begitulah perasaan anda sekarang. dan sebagai ubat penenang anda:

1)mengamuk tidak tentu hala
2)memaki hamun benda tidak bernyawa
3)menggangu ketenteraman awam
4)menunggang secara melulu dan merbahaya
5)bersengkang mata melakukan pekara di atas

ya. jika anda mengalami masalah sama,merasakan perasaan yang sama dan melakukan pekara yang sama. anda memang layak dipanggil granulaz! sepuluh tepukan untuk anda! hip2 horay!

*gambar diatas adalah mirip situasi. nama gambar diatas adalah orang lain. harap maklum.
*ketika ini granulaz baru pulang merempit sambil mengamuk di bandar kuantan.

kelajuan membunuh kemarahan

hajat tidak kesampaian

2009-08-20T14:29:00.003+08:00

aku ada beberapa hajat sebenarnya dalam hidup. bukan hajat pon. cuma hobi yang perlu aku cuba cukup walau sekali dalam hidup. hehe. jadi apakah benda2 itu?!

1-rc car tournament(completed)

lepas spm aku berjaya meracun parent untuk beli menantang mahal nih. dan aku dah masuk 2-3 tournament stakat ni. dapat rank 6 dalam team. okay la tu tok newbie kan? tapi disebabkan aku tercampak ke kuantan. jadi rc car aku bekarat kt umah. :(

2-go kart race(completed)

ketika bercuti ke langkawi aku dapat melepaskan hajat di sana. nyum2. track antarabangsa go-kart di malaysia. sungguh menyeronokkan apabila aku tampil orang ke-2 terpantas. muahaha. okay la kan mula dari 2nd last ke 2nd. not bad. it's fun!

3-paintball/soft air gun battle (incomplete)

yang ni tah bile tah aku nak capai. dulu aku d gak kepala yang nk ikut. tapi disebabkan die dah turun ke laut. aku mcm dah hilang partner nak gi main. kenapa susah nk jumpa kaki yg nk join? sebab ianya mahal dan menyakitkan. hurm..ada sesape nk join x main paintball?!

4-race in proper track (incomplete)

teringin sangat nk race kt track. dulu time ada litar batu tiga. ada la sinar harapan nk join "sunday race". tapi skang tempat tu dah jadi taman perumahan. uwaaa...musnah cita2. tapi xtahu la sepang punyer track mcm ner..hurm. nanti aku usahakan. heiyoo!

agak2nye tu je la kowt. huhu..sedih la. uwaa..nk nangis kt bantal la jap. papai.

race 101 (car)

2009-08-17T15:43:00.004+08:00

this is written like a FAQ's but it will assist you in street racing!

1-what is street racing

an illegal racing on open street with pedestrian and traffic.

2-how is street racing begun

light drag
it's all started as a revving contest between two cars at traffic light. when the lights go green, both car go grind their throttle. race finish when you reach the other light or one of the car is ease up.

slicing battle/highway battle
it begun when one car is tailgating other car. then the chasing car is trying to keep up or overtake while the front car try to lose the chasing car. race end when both car pulled away.

organized sprint/circuit
everything is set up and deal before the race. it may begin anywhere and end anywhere. the first one cross the finish point is the winner.

FYI, this is the major type street car racing that is famous in malaysia.
there are still a lot of street racing type out there.

3-how to recognize street racing is on going.(to pedestrian and traffic)

the sound of engine,exhaust,tyre spins and high beam would be a good sign. so get out of the way or else.

4-what is street racer good habits?

after the race lower your window and put the signal thumbs up! and if you
good enough a meet up after the race to trade information would be awesome.

5-things to become good in street racing

hesitation
do not hesitate any action you about to do. if you've done this, you might end up in a collision or else.

bravery and wise
this two element shouldn't be seperated or you end up losing or dying. being brave is a leap ahead but brave doesn't mean anything if you're not wise enough to curb you bravery.

anger
in a race adrenaline rush is a factor of faster response. but anger can be deadly if they the one who control you. try to ease up in a race so that your mind will be 100% on track.

respect
even though your fighting with your life in street racing but bare in mind dirty tactics will only cost your life sooner or later. try to accept your defeat as it might teach you the techniques that you never know before.

6-which way is better in cornering. gripping or drifting.

gripping would be the best cornering in most corner because maximum motion force is delivered through all tyres. drifting would be the best cornering in tight corner because it losen up your grip so your car would turn without suffer excessive braking.

7-how to take a gripping corner

gripping corner require early braking. but braking doesn't always mean you pushing your brake pedals. you may do so by dropping to lower gear too. when entering the corner, target the apex of it so that you can minimize your length in the corners taking. while exiting the corner try to pull away from the apex to give a longer straight line so that your car would recover the speed lost in cornering. the golden rule is not to brake while inside the corner or your car would be dragged to out of the corner due to excessive momentum. throttle flooring is good in cornering because the faster you go the better the tyre holding the street. but avoid overspin!
gripping corner require planning the corner line so that you can maximize the corner layout.

8-how to take drifting corner

there's a few techniques like feint movement,e-braking,braking and many more. but the concept used is the same. loosen up the rear tyre grip so that your car would enter the corner without suffering vast acceleration lag like the gripping corner. before entering the corner make sure your car front is pointing towards the corner apex. enter the corner while countersteer so the car wouldn't spin out. this can be done by throttle,braking,clutching and steering. finally exit the corner with minimal countersteering or you might end up your car in the feint movement again which might be a waste of time. drifting is easy to learn but hard to be perfect. even keichi the drift king couldn't make it all the time perfect. why? as he said "it's all about physics balanced and dynamics"

9-how to shift faster

shifting faster is all about practice. brush up your foot and hand movement. there's other solution but it require mechanical upgrade.

10-how to tailgating

push your car as close as possible to the front car. the mark would be you can see almost the same size of your light at his bumper reflection or you can't see your bumper on his rear bumper. tailgating could improve your car speed as it reduce air resistance. but don't kiss the car on the front.

11-how to prevent collision when tailgating

brake as the red flash. this solve the problem all the time. while braking try to steer to other direction so that you wouldn't knock front car butt. knowing your car and the front car braking capability would be an important key. if you have brembo or abs while the front is slut braking system. you have nothing to worry as the braking distance advantage is with you. but just be ready with your brake when tailgating or you end up tail kissing.

12-which car is better? 4wd,fwd or rwd.

4wd would be a great drag and sprint car. all tyre's is moving and it's transmission is tough enough for road bashing. however it would reduce the engine capacity as it need more power to move all tyre. fwd would be the car with the best safety measures as you can feel the grip limit easily and this allow you to know your car better. but it's often suffer from understeer.
rwd would be sharper corner car but it have excessive risk of over spinning. extra precautions is needed to counter steer.

13-automatics or manuals?

i say both! amt or also known as automatic manual transmission. end of this question.
both transmission have pros and cons. and it's too long to write!

14-what is race line?

notice on the offical track there is a tyre marking made by racer? it's all quite similiar. this is race line. it is known as the best line for your race. always use it unless you are overtaking. however radical race line might work too. but to me just follow the flow.

15-what is forced induction?

is a forced created by external force to improve the oxygen pressure(boost) on the inside engine. it can be turbocharge,supercharge,twincharger and ram air.

16-which one is the best system?

turbo is known with it efficency as they create pressure from the waste and create most highest boost. but it have turbo lag. supercharge known to have all the way boost but it draw power from the engine itself which made a drag to it and reduce engine power. twincharger is a perfect solution to forced induction but it is too complicated as it is still new. ram air is rare system used in superbike,supercar and formula 1 car. it create boost at high speed but nil in low speed.
the best? depends on car displacement and usage.

any other questions?? feel free to ask. :)

merdeka

2009-08-14T00:05:00.003+08:00

merdeka yang subjektif.
merdeka bukan beerti kebebasan dari penjajah semata mata.
ingat lagi 7 laungan merdeka tunku abdul rahman?
7laungan merdeka punya mesejnya yang tersendiri.

merdeka bermaksud sebuah perjuangan tentang hak asasi manusia.
merdeka melambangkan kesatu paduan seluruh rakyat malaysia.
merdeka memberi penghormataan kepada pewira dan pahlawan negara.
merdeka mempersembahkan kematangan kita semua berfikir.
merdeka melakar satu tahap kesetiaan kepada institusi diraja.
merdeka menjamin masa depan anak anak kita di masa depan.
merdeka menyuntik kita dengan satu semangat yang tidak dapat di bahasakan.

namun anak muda kini ramai menggangap 7 laungan itu

merdeka bermakna cuti umum untuk tidur hingga petang tanpa gangguan pujuk rayu televisyen.
merdeka memberi lesen untuk keluar hingga larut malam untuk pertunjukan bunga api.
merdeka mempersembahkan perarakan gergasi dengan formasi pelik bersama dengan pelbagai pertunjukkan.
merdeka beerti mengibarkan bendera di mana mana sesuka hati kita.
merdeka memenatkan bagi yang mengikuti atau mengunjungi perarakan dan persembahan.
merdeka memeritkan telinga kerana nyanyian lagu patriotik di perhimpunan sekolah.
merdeka tahun ini melaparkan kerana sedang berpuasa pada 31 ogos 2009.

renung2kan erti merdeka kali ini. :)
atau kongsi. apa erti merdeka bagi korang! hehe~

thesis essay for this semester

2009-08-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

"mat rempit" issues require immediate and efficient approach

Slicing through the traffic in high speed, massive convoy ruling the streets and many more breath taking action done by “mat rempit”. It have haunting all of us since 1980’s. Since we didn’t stop them 20 years back, now they’ve outrun us. Recently, they dare to terrorize and snatched our citizen without having any guilt or shame. They’ve seems to be getting worst each days and that leaves our government counter measures outdated. Despite their criminal record acceleration they also have grow in number up to 200 000 people, mentioned Datuk Halimah binti Mohd Sadiqueby, on 24 JUN 2009 in Malaysia parliament. Hence, these issues should be addressed urgently by introducing an alternative strategy, reconsidering our law and impact approach.

The crime rate that over flood our statistics nowadays often linked to “mat rempit”, so there should be an appropriate solution to these criminal or so called “mat rempit”. Our policy today in criminal issues would be deterrence policing, but it have failed for 20 years. A well constructed policing like the “problem oriented policing” would be a breakthrough to “mat rempit” issues. This being proved by operation ceasefire using the “problem oriented policing” which been directed by Professor David M. Kennedy, Harvard professor that solely aimed to reduced reduce serious juvenile and gang violence in Boston have declined the gun assault by 70 percent in two years. Despite the policy revolution, our government should also re-examine the UN recommendation in criminal justice reform guidelines. This is because UN Congresses on Prevention of Crime and Treatment of Offenders is lined up by experts in criminologists, penologists, and senior police officers as well as experts in criminal law, human rights, and rehabilitation which could guide us into the right step in the right time.

Next, a cutting edge reforming law and punishment could take over the problem at the root. “mat rempit” is classified as social problem at first and turned into criminal problem. So reconsidering our law and punishment would be a catalysed in curbing “ mat rempit” problem. The punishment under road transport act 1987 is maximum rm5000 fine and 5 years of imprisonment. There are a lot of suggestions that we should amend this law for a better one. Taking a perfect example is changing it to remodel the civilian conservation corps introduced by U.S. President Franklin D. Roosevelt in the great depression era. Imposing these can act as a program that reconstruct the mentality of “mat rempit” by having them living in camps, wore uniforms, and lived under quasi-military discipline. However a proper action should also be taken to those who support “mat rempit” by supplying racing parts or illegal parts for their motorcycle. Stopping the supply means stopping the buyers. When the parts are rarely found the number of “mat rempit” would be reduce vastly. As Khairy Jamaluddin mention in a tv programmed “called point of view” on ntv7, the solution in “mat rempit” issues is taking down the clan head down first. Thus, the remaining follower will vanished in a matter of time.

As a “finissage” or finishing of the steps taken to overcome “mat rempit” problem we could also have an impact approaches. These rebellious “mat rempit” is also a human. Which mean that they would response to the approaches of other human. Having them back into the society would be an impact to civilian for our own sake. “Beat the Heat” is a program introduced in south florida which drastically cut down the amount of drag racing on the Florida streets, while also fostering a better relationship between racers and officers. This is by having a monthly racing between the cops and civilian. In the same time they would be attracted to the drag strip rather than the streets. Such events would be a good way to approach those problematic “mat rempit”. After that we could try the Project E.R.A.S.E introduced by Ontario police. The primary goal is "To change poor driver behaviour through education and strategic enforcement." This can only be done to all of us by having critical approach. Some speech wouldn’t do the trick but we can try advertise it while the “beat the heat” like event. By having them more comfortable and not experiencing outrages pressure it could motivate “mat rempit” not to street racing. Education would be the best elixir in all problem including “mat rempit” issues.

At the end of the day, we can’t afford to have another people die in the hand of snatch thief or our children hit by these thugs. An immediate action should be taken addressed by our responsible body or this thing will just be the beginning of their era. Throughout research made by having alternative strategy that could reform our criminal justice policies, reconsidering our law as well our punishment and an impact approach towards “mat rempit”. Our so called solutions have failed to overcome their problem for twenty years. We can put a full stop to the long story since their existence in 1980’s if we act today. As we usually used phrases like “action speaks louder than word”, it’s about time to make this idea to be implemented.

Reference list:

http://www.hks.harvard.edu/criminaljustice/research/bgp.htm

http://ojjdp.ncjrs.org/pubs/gun_violence/profile21.html

http://www.nationsencyclopedia.com/United-Nations/Social-and-Humanitarian-Assistance-CRIME-PREVENTION-AND-CRIMINAL-JUSTICE.html

http://docs.google.com/gview?a=v&q=cache:X2hUdh4SzpMJ:www.parlimen.gov.my/opindex/pdf/24%2520JUN%25202009%2520new.pdf+polis+anggaran+jumlah+mat+rempit+200000&hl=en&gl=my

http://rempitbmcs.blogspot.com/search/label/3%3A-%20Definisi%20Rempit

http://www.autoblog.com/2009/05/02/beat-the-heat-florida-police-battling-street-racing-by-racin/

http://www.police.york.on.ca/erase/

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Civilian_Conservation_Corps

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tilik nasib

2009-08-05T16:21:00.018+08:00

urm? aku tgh googling benda2 pelik. dan kemudian aku terjumpa website karangkraf. ni gambar yg menarik minat aku. wah2...(muka excited)
wah..ada betolnya ckp horoskop nih. aku patut bercuti dan merayap! hek2..ni leh dijadikan alasan skip kelas dan balik lewat ke kampus. ngeh2..kemudian aku jumpa "pencarian dewi remaja". nk taw sape dewi remaja plg best? haa...ni top 12 yg aku suke. hehe.

pusingan1
no.06
nurlela bakar
5'5 1/2
32-24-36
19 tahun
kuala lumpur

pusingan2
no.24
anis nabilah noh
5'3
32-26-39
19 tahun
kota bharu,kelantan

pusingan3
no.48
nurhidayah zari
4'11 1/2
32-27-34
22 tahun
kota tinggi,johor

pusingan4
no.65
durra sabira aqilah kamaruddin
5'2
34-27-36
18 tahun
segamat,johor

pusingan5
no.90
nora fazlina abu bakar
5'3
34-28-36
22 tahun
kelana jaya, selangor

pusingan6
no.119
nor amira binti mohd amin
5'5
34-25-34
17 tahun
kedah

pusingan7
no.136
shaqira edora ghaffar
5'3
31-29-37
18 tahun
nilai, negeri sembilan

pusingan8
no.155
nur shuhada harih
5'2 1/2
34-27-38
17 tahun
kuala lumpur

pusingan10
no.183
nik nurul diyanah nik mod amin
5'4
34-26-35
21 tahun
selangor

pusingan10
no.200
amy ameera mohd zahid
5'4
32-27-32
17 tahun
selangor

pusingan 11
no.209
norria adelina abdullah
5'2
30-24-33
22 tahun
kedah

pusingan 12
no.226
nur risteena munim
5'1 1/2
36-24-36
2o tahun
pulau pinang

"daripada jadi dewi remaja,
lebih baik jadi dewi saya. "
muahahahahhahahaha...~~

hari memperingati bekas kekasih

2009-08-05T02:58:00.006+08:00

aku xpernah tahu pon wujud hari sedemikian. tapi menurut red atau ibu kepada ryu, ada! jadi..di kesempatan ini. sebelum mata terlelap aku ingin menujukan setinggi2 penghargaan kepada semua bekas kekasih aku. antaranya:-

1)qq
2)tan
3)iera
4)tasya
5)cha
6)zik
7)kim
8)waniey
9)ieqa
10)adii
11)suzie
12)as
13)nad
14)tinie
15)aki
*nama tidak menurut urutan kronologi sebenar. harap maklum.

erkk...enuff! aku xingat lagi 2 3 nama. tp memori diorg mcm terbayang2. biar aku tido dulu untuk ingat nama diorg. hmm..np byk sgt? sbb aku sorg yg bermasalah dalam hubungan. zaman muda2 kn? nk buat mcm ner. nafsu menguasai! ish2...jap g akan ada satu makhluk ckp aku nk menunjuk sbb byk bekas kekasih. xd la..aku cuma nk tunjuk. aku amat berrmasalah dalam hubungan. bukan nk menunjuk. tunjuk kt korg dpt ape? duet raya? haha.. kesimpulan disini,kdg2 kita syg semua. tp xsemua bertahan. jadi? yg mampu kita buat adalah bertahan. itu satu2nya sebab aku masih mampu berdiri hari ini. walaupun rapuh aku tetap tak ingin jatuh.

aku tujukan lagu.
element-bukan orang suci
untuk semua bekas kekasih.
selamat menyambut hari memperingati bekas kekasih!

psst:gi cari lagu tu. best..mari nyanyi bersama2~ karaoke jamban!

sony ericsson supreme

2009-08-04T21:53:00.003+08:00

i've used w595. it's offer 3.2 mp camera with 3.5 g connectivity. superb?
think again after you used it less than a year and it offer you these.

-0.5 sec lag when opening message inbox
-daily jammed sessions
-weekly black out
-annually phone book erase

wtf?! i've lost all my contact just now. and when i restore from memory card back up. it restore someone number that i don't really know. such as "ina dangdut". who the hell is that? friggin idotaz. grrr...hereby i announce to everyone out there who know me. please leave me a message or miscall or call. so that i can trace back all of you guys. 013-9293020. cheers~

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btw,thx to arien for reminding me about this award. thx!

kepada mane2 award yg aku termiss nk amik.
tlg ingatkan memandangkan dah seminggu
aku xcheck blog ni kan. uhuuuukk2..thx kwn2~

selamat datang (kembali)

2009-08-04T16:53:00.022+08:00

tadaa..selepas seminggu aku menghilang dari dunia maya blog ni..akhirnya aku berjaya mencari jalan pulang ke sini. :) okay..mari. aku byk benda nk bebel kt korg. muahahaha.

24/07
aku pulang ke rumah menaiki motor yg amat lah perlahan. kerana baru tukar piston(pantang 1000km). selama 8 jam di atas motor. amat memenatkan bukan? ya. jika korg ditempat aku. mungkin anda akan menyumpah seranah motor korg. tapi korg bukan aku. aku xkn pernah menyumpah seranah motor. sebab dia bkn paham. ngeh2..bwh adalah sudutan perjalan 8jam. bdn mcm nk patah. tapi itu xmenghalang aku untuk merayau di waktu malam. :)

bob bwk beg camping aku. besar x? muat tu kalau nk sumbat die.

behenti rehat di tepi jalan. aku mls g pehentian. sesak. :)

25/07
aku pulang ke kampung. di tangkak,johor. nasib baik cuma sejam setengah je. :) naik kereta pulak tu. amatlah relaks badan. walaupun aku amat penat tapi xpe. dpt mkn lauk atok masak. yehaa..~ owh. aku d terjumpa kucin comey kt kampung aku. ni gambar diorg. aku balik sekejap je. lepas mkn tengah hari aku balik. dan di malam waktu? merayau~

memandang mulot aku gigit ayam goreng

baru bangun anak kucin ni~

26/07
hari ahad? aku xbuat byk aktiviti. cuma tido. wahaha. sepanjang hari. kemudian pukul 9 malam aku ke rumah chua di selayang untuk menghantar jentera lumba. untuk pemeriksaan lebih lanjut dan sedikit modifikasi. dan kemudian di tengah malam hari aku merayau. wee~

yup. nombor plat yg sama. 5880. 2 adik beradik. y125zr dan lc135.
dipindahkan menggunakan pacuan 4 roda kerana keduanya nazak. isk2.

27/07
bangun pagi dengan bunyi alarm lagu "ibu ku membebel". hari ni aku xbuat byk keje. sbb aku sorg yg amat berat tulang. aku cuma akan bergerak seperti manusia pada pukul 10 mlm. aku keluar. dan setelah lama tidak singgah ke port lepak. hari ni aku berkunjung semula ke tempat itu. di mana? ahaha. rahsia.

kami makan,minum dan berasap hingga 3 pagi.

28/07
erk..ni hari misteri. aku xsnap ape2 gambar guna hp. jadi sebagai sorg pemuda yg mudah lupa ingatan. aku xingat langsung! jadi aku check inbox hp. urm..yg aku taw akak aku mintak aku ajar maen gitar. kepala hotak hang. aku mane reti. karaoke reti ar. ahahaha. kemudian lynda bdk ssbp(sekolah sukan bandar penawar) antar picture die. hurm? sedih dowh citer die. barah payudara. isk2. tabah ye.

haa..ni la die lynda. semua cakap "hai..."

29/07
hari ni aku bgn awal. dan begerak ke rumah kwn aku kt tg.malim. die mintak tlg. jadi aku pon g rescue. dan hari itu aku merekodkan sesuatu yg baru. subang ke tg.malim cuma 23minit. :) peace! haha. ptg hari lak aku gi merayap dgn ayah aku untuk tukar rim keter aku. masuk 18". best gak. tp berat sket dari 0-80kmh. then stereng jadi super sensitif. jadi xleh la masuk corner sebelah tangan dah. :(

bulan depan aku rendahkan. nampak lawak mcm ni kan?
xmakan la aku pasni. X(

30/07
hari ni aku xsnap pic lagi. lupa lagi. menurut sms hp. aku sepatotnya tgk wayang. tapi xjadi la. lambat beli tiket. jadinye? kami makan2 dan lepak2. kemudian jalan2 sepantas mungkin di jalan kegemaran aku (antara subang dan sungai buloh). lalu jalan pintas di paya jaras. byk memori di paya jaras. contohnya? panjang n fam. someone stupid shortcut to her house. xd pic nk aku letak. sebab dua2 memori harus dipadam. noktah.

31/07
yummy. tgk movie public enemies. terbaek. buat kita berfikir. kdg2 hidup org jahat penuh makna dan prinsip hidup berbanding hidup kita yang seperti robot mengikut telunjuk dan tauladan. sungguh bosan bukan? hurm. public enemies ada quote best. ni dia.

"if you good at something. then let you die with it."
"you have to learn to let go. (singing the theme song)"
"bye2 blackbird"

wah besarnyer. poster. :P

slh satu scene. nampak gagah je pic ni. :)

01/08
hari ni ada misi penting. membawa pulang salah satu jentera lumba. hehe. di mana? di darma racing kt kl. lama gak duk lepak situ. wuu2~ mls citer byk. tgk workshop dier la~

barisan motor yg byk berjasa menang pelumbaan.
sebahagian dari piala(sebelah atas gambar)

02/08

aku bertolak pulang guna jentera lc135. dari pukul 11 sampai sana dalam 3jam. sebab aku xbyk rehat. teruskan perjalanan walaupun penat dan bosan. hehe. bwh ni pic2 kt h.way tegak antara karak dan kuantan.

psst:aku sesat. hehe.
pernah aku terpikir nk tampar abg tu. huh! parking motor tu!

03/08
kelas dah start...zzzz...pagi mdm fara. tapi aku xpuas ati la. bdk2 ipta dan ipts kt kuantan ramai cuti sebab wabak h1n1 tgh teruk kt sini. tapi uitm kitorang xpulak. ceit!

dah la uitm kuantan kedekut. bg je la mask mcm ni. huh

04/08
wee..ini adalah hari ini. dan aku tgk anak kucin bermain dibawah. hehe.

hehe..aku xleh benti gelak..hehehehehehehehe

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yosh kwn2! sampai sini dulu. laen kali aku post lagi.
nk g melantak tahap dewa 19 kt arked abg wan. daa~

damn bloody heart

2009-07-27T17:45:00.002+08:00

when the day you realize i do own a piece of meat called heart.

that will be the day you realize that all this long
you've been holding my bloody and wounded heart
then you'll see how hard i'm living without you
if i die that day i just want you to know
hug my heart tight because my feet start feeling cold
it's too late for us to put it back in me
because my body start rejecting my heart
practically because you're own it now
but basically because you always said
"you don't have any heart"
i'm doing what you wish.
being heartless

hello si pencuri

2009-07-23T21:23:00.003+08:00

muahaha..aku ckp "hello si pencuri" di depan webcam kerana aku baru sahaja mencuri tag survey di blog org. lantak ah. bkn d tulis coppyright. hehe. jadi dibawah adalah tag yg aku curi. kepada yg tertipu kerana ingatkan ini cerita ttg pencuri. maaf. hahaha..(gelak tanpa henti sambil makan maggi)

Type each alphabet into the search box and pick a name randomly. Answer 3 questions based on that person. Then tag all those chosen people!

A. amat
1) Do you love this person?>> no way in hell!
2) Is this person your enemy? >> not either!
3) Is this person taller than you?>> about the same height perhaps.

B. bob
1) What do you really think of this person? >> his a real friend
2) What’s their favourite color? >> don't know. dark green maybe.
3) Ever danced with him/her ? >> yup in our room. ngeh2

C. cit
1) Do you like this person? >> as a friend
2) Where did you meet this person? >> at parking lot
3) How old is she/he? >> a year ahead

D. din
1) How long have you known him/her? >>since i'm in 5th grade
2) Biggest regret? >> he was there when i'm drinkin. (his kinda religious)
3) Ever quarrel with him/her before? >> i don't remember

E. echa
1) Have you met his/her parents? >> yes. not liking any inch of them
2) Worst thing about this person? >> she betray my friend and me
3) Best thing about this person? >> she still kept(i guess) 'ryu' and tank top i gave

F. fareez
1) Have you ever dated this person? >> no! his my junior la!
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? >> next week coz i'm leaving at 6 2morow
3) Do you go to school with them? >> UiTM.

G. germitz (nick name)
1) Is he/she a good listener? >>yes2. good one.
2) Have you ever lied to this person? >> yes2. untill now. haha
3) Is this person nice? >> yup. nice..

H. haris
1) What year are they in? >> horses if china zodiac i think?
2) Is he/she your best friend? >> his a friend but a'ah. doesn't win best friend tittle
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? >> don't think so. his a little 'nerd-schema'

I. im
1) What is this person’s favourite food? >> don't know and don't care
2) Where did you meet this person? >> at his house
3) Do you trust them? >> yes

J. jin
1) Do they have any siblings? >> yep.
2) Do you know their favourite song? >> jay chou is the artist but the tittle is unknown.
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? >> gay?! i kill him.

K. kimak
1) How old were you when you first met? >> 16
2) What do you like about him/her? >> she's a cheater. haha
3) Ever went out with this person? >> no because she kept lying till death

L. luqman
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? >> i smash all myvi i've found
2) Do you like him/her? >> yes. his a good person to be friend with
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? >> sure. his funny one.

M. megat
1) Is this person older than you? >> yes. by a year.
2) Is this person single? >> taken.
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? >> rarely. coz we're in different block.

N. nana
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend? >> my girl FRIEND but not special one
2) Have you seen this person cry? >> yes. at mcd,ikano,kota damansara.
3) Do you know this person’s middle name? >> nope.

O. ollie
1) Are you related? >> member of rc and alfa romeo community relation.
2) Could you live with this person? >> no! she have a family to take care.
3) Do you believe this person is gay? >> haha. his married dumbass.

P. panjang
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? >> no way. his my ex-mechanic.
2) How about a sleepover with them? >> nope.
3) Does this person have a job? >> messing up hand with engines.

Q. qq
1) Does this person drink alcohol? >> don't know.
2) Have you seen this person dance? >> haha..no. can't imagine. XD
3) Where do they work? >> still study lahh

R. Rina
1) Have you heard this person sing? >> yes in jin car
2) Do you think this person will repost this? >> she doesn't have any intelligent to repost this shit.
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person? >> her face and body. ngeh2

S. shida
1) Is this person taller than you? >> i don't know
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? >> yess. i miss her.
3) Does he/she live close to you? >> she's my neighbour

T.tasya
1) Would you do anything for him/her? >> i can die for her.(back then when she was mine)
2) Have you been to his/her house? >> i've seen but never enter them.
3) Is this person a dipshit? >> not really. she's a real fox in a man mask.

U.uzir
1) Is this person in a relationship? >> yes.
2) Do you know where he/she lives? >> somewhere in kedah
3) What colour hair does this person have? >> black

V. mr.v
1) Do you see this person alot? >> no. i've seen him in movie only.
2) When did you meet her/him? >> few year back
3) Is this person your friend? >> no. his a movie character

W. wani
1) Is this person quiet or loud? >> quiet!
2) Name a friend that both of you are close too? >> din
3) What color eyes does this person have? >> dark brown i guess

X.xavier
1) Why are you friends with him/her? >> day back when i....
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with him/her? >> meet once in klcc
3) What is one thing you would change about them? >> his struggle against theist.

Y. yana
1) Does this person wear make-up? >> yes.
2) Does this person play any instruments? >> erk. guitar?
3) What is their favourite sport? >> hell i don't know lah!

Z. zahid
1) Does this person have MSN/AIM? >> don't think so.
2) Ever gone shopping with him/her? >> nope.
3) What makes this person special? >> his a rempit and kinda spastic. hahaha~

sekian la tag ini. lalalala~

gempa bumi susulan

2009-07-22T16:31:00.005+08:00

sebenarnya aku bukan nak citer ttg gempa bumi. tapi ada gempa yg mengejutkan aku kebelakangan ini. ceritanya ttg satu lecturer yg mrh beturut2 dlm 3 kelas. namanya dirahsiakan sebab aku takut ada yg kaki report! hehe. jadi nickname dia yg aku bagi adalah A.M.

A.M merupakan lecturer ekonomi aku. dan inilah semester pertama dia mengajar kelas aku. aku ingat lagi dia punya amaran dalam kelas pertama. "saya xsuka org bermain dgn phone dlm kelas,klu saya dpt tangkap, saya akan baling keluar." bunyi seperti garang bukan? huhu.

malangnya A.M telah mengajar kelas yg dikomposisi dari pelajar yg paling bermasalah dalam seluruh kampus. sebagai contoh kami adalah kelas yg di komposisi untuk budak2 repeat. aku xrepeat tp aku mls tkr kelas. xcukup dgn itu rekod paling lambat ke kelas kami yg pegang. dan mcm2 lg. wuu2~

pada suatu hari seorang rakan aku dimarahi. kemudian kelas berikutnya aku dan kawan ku yg lain dimarahi. akhirnya hari ini 3 org kawan aku dimarahi. dan ayatnya cukup power bagi aku. "kalau kamu xsuke kelas saya awak boleh keluar!","biar lah saya hodoh ke,xpandai ajar ke,tp saya ambil effort untuk mengajar kesian dekat awak takut xhabis silibus" dan "i have four word for you(fuck)". kemudian dia keluar.

ahahaha. apa yg kelakar?? bwh adalah sebab kenapa aku geli hati.

1)mula2 sorg kene mrh. then 2 org kene mrh. lastly 3 org kene mrh. pasni mesti 4 org.

2)pasal phone,skang ni die slalu guna phone dlm kelas. patutkah aku baling phone die?

3)bila masa kitorg ckp die hodoh. terasa atau pengakuan??

4)effort mengajar? sorry. bkn saya xsuke belajar. tp sampai separuh semester saya xphm ape. majoriti mcm tu.

5)keluar kelas. malangnya die yg keluar kelas dulu sebelum kitorg td. patut tukar ayat tu. "kalau kamu xsuke kelas saya,saya boleh keluar!"

6)kejadian lecturer mengamuk byk kali belaku kt kelas aku. tp td budak2 mcm xambik port. nampak die kemas nk keluar,semua sama. mcm xd ape yg belaku.

7)A.M juga mengalami kesukaran dalam berbahasa inggeris. jadi berbahasa melayu kn lebih mudah. dia memaksa diri berbahasa inggeris sampai byk berlaku "mute" dalam pengajaran.

8)kadar kebosanan atau mengantuk dalam kelas aku mencapai kadar tertinggi di dalam kelas die

ps:post ni bukan nk menghina. cuma aku nk beri kritikan membina. cuba approach kitorang dgn cara laen. mesti kitorang enjoy kelas ekonomi. improvement please..

hari ini dan semalam

2009-07-21T16:27:00.015+08:00

semalam aku migrain yg amat sgt. separuh kepala(belah kanan) penuh dgn urat sahaja. setelah telan panadol sahaja aku tido(aku xd ubat laen). berakhirnya hari yg memeningkan. hari esok mesti lebih baik kan? kepala hotak hang. hari ini motor aku menerima jantung baru. maksudnya piston baru. mengapa? haa.. ni sebabnya.
ya..piston aku pecah sedikit dan piston ring patah riuk. nescaya itu terpaksa lah aku mengeluarkan duit untuk kali kedua di kedai moto hari ini(kali pertama servis dan kali kedua tukar piston). bukan itu sahaja malahan niat murni ke kelas petang juga terbantut apabila moto jahanam disebelah kampus dan aku terpaksa menolak lebih kurang 3 kilometer ditengah panas. nasib baik ada mat rempit. ya..amalam mat rempit apabila melihat org menolak motor maka mereka akan turut menunda motor anda. mulia sungguh dua bijik motor tersebut. terima kasih kepada rempit rxz itu. dan aku pulang dengan hampa tanpa ilmu dan duit. lebur kt motor dan kedai motor. wuu2~~~

moral: setting motor tu jgn ganas sgt walaupun nk race. disebabkan aku push motor terlebih had aku terpaksa menarik diri dari race. duit lebur kt motor,race xdpt join. ceit! tensyen ah! dh la cover set motor rabak ari tuh jatuh. argh!!!! pastu tukar piston kena pantang. paling laju boleh pergi 80kmh @ rpm 4.5k.
di akhir post ni akhirnya aku migrain mcm semalam balik sebab tensyen mengingatkan motor kesayangan ni. grr...tensyen!!

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bagi mengelakkan berulang perkara sama aku post limit motor 125zr standard modified.

gear 1: 60kmh
gear 2: 120kmh
gear 3: 140kmh
gear 4: 160kmh
gear 5: 180kmh
gear 6: 21+kmh

kalau push lagi maka meletoplah 125zr anda.

kecik2

2009-07-19T11:19:00.005+08:00

aku terlintas tadi di "http://a-doctor-to-be.blogspot.com/" ataupun blog kwn aku bernama aziz. pandai budak ni. perbezaan aku dgn dia? cukup jauh. wuu2..spm dia 10a aku 4a. wah2..2.5 kali ganda dia lagi pandai dari aku! dan aku ingat lagi ayat time aku habis exam tengah tahun form 5. aku dgn kwn ajak la dia lepak2. dan dibawah adalah dialog tragis antara kitorang.

aku: aziz xpyh baca buku. exam kn dah habis
aziz: spm kan ada lagi
aku: lama lagi kan..enjoy la sikit
aziz: btol jugak..tapi nk buat apa?(muka berminat)
aku: buat bodoh sudah..lepak2..borak2..
aziz: aku xreti la buat bodoh..sori(sambung baca buku)
aku: . . .(terpaku jap..aku terasa begitu bodoh..wuu2)

apa pun dia ada post ttg zaman sekolah rendah. aku pon teringat. so dibawah adalah cerita yang ada dalam hidup aku zaman sekolah rendah.

1)sakit gigi
adalah satu hari ni member aku muz sakit gigi. aku mula2 kesian. tapi akhirnya aku meluat. sebab time aku tido dia kejut dan buat muka sakit. bila aku suruh ckp dgn cikgu takut. then tgh aku melantak dia xmakan dan buat mata sin chan(besinar2). xhabis dengan tu lepas rehat masa aku tgh maen kejar2 dia cakap dia sakit gigi. tengah aku kepenatan belari tiba2 marah aku dtg. dan tanpa sengaja aku bagi dia makan penumbuk sulung aku(mmg tu first time aku tumbuk org) dan bertaburan 2 butir gigi dia dengan mulut dia dilimpahi darah.
moral: sakit gigi pergi cari doktor bukan kawan

2)tiang oh tiang
disebabkan dulu aku kecik dan banyak tenaga aku kuat main kejar2 sebab aku suka belari. masa kecik aku lain dari sekarang. dulu aku xsuka perempuan kerana menyusahkan tapi sekarang? lebih kurang. merimaskan. cerita terjadi apabila aku main kejar2 dgn kwn aku. sedang aku dribbling dekat tiang tiba2 ada seorang akak ni melintas tanpa bagi signal. aku elak dan akhirnya. "gedegang" bunyi aku menghempas tiang sampai jatuh. pening woo~ tiba2 akak tu angkat kepala aku dan mintak maaf. alahai..cair btol aku. dah la lawa..caring pulak. heh2. sejak dari tu aku mula minat perempuan(harap maklum aku darjah 2 masa tu)
moral: sebelum melintas beri isyarat atau anda menempah kemalangan

3)kerusi dan aku
masa di sekolah rendah kita semua jadi kreatif. pemadam pon boleh bayangkan jadi kereta mainan. tapi aku dan kwn2 aku agak ekstrim apabila kitorang mulakan sukan baru yang asalnya digelar "kejar2". kitorang main "kejar kangaroo". pelik? cara bermain adalah korang main kejar2 atas kerusi dan meja kantin. tengah hebat aku masa tu. tapi bungkusan nasi lemak tidak berbau bungkusan nasi goreng. aku terpijak bungkusan nasi lemak yang berminyak sebelum melompat yang akhirnya menyebabkan aku jatuh. paling tragis leher aku tercucuk dekat bucu kerusi dan kulit leher terkoyak. aku dikejarkan ke pejabat dan cikgu yang cemas tanpa basuh luka terus sapu dettol. pedih!
moral: cemas? panggil 999 kerana ianya talian kecemasan

4)bapak pemalas
masa kecik aku akan bawak beg besar dari badan. dan abg aku gelak. aku kecik xpaham dan gelak balik. tapi setelah mengkaji mengapa beg abg aku cukup kempis aku berjaya mengecilkan beg aku. simpan buku bawah meja atau xbawak langsung. masa darjah satu dah pemalas. dan cikgu aku suka sound. "xbagi pinjaman buku baru tahu!". aku nk tanya. time kecik pernah pulak aku selak buku. korg pernah? hurmm..jadi aku balas cikgu tu dgn ayat "kata pinjam,jgn la buruk siku". dan xpasal2 aku diberikan hadiah berdiri atas kerusi sambil junjung buku teks budak2 satu kelas.
moral: denda sedemikian menjadikan anak murid pendek!

hurmm..byk lagi sebenarnya kisah2 yg xdpt dilupakan. tapi laen2 kali lah aku citer. nk gi beli "bukit dun 14". apa itu dukit dun 14? haha. cuba teka. yaa..jika anda berjaya saya akan bagi anda satu "bukit dun"!

5000

2009-07-18T22:01:00.004+08:00

urm..hari ni merupakan hari di mana blog ni telah dilawat sebanyak 5000 kali. cukup teharu aku. sebab sebelum ni blog ni cuma diketahui oleh kawan2 rapat je. kemudian setelah aku mula "blog walking" aku terjumpa begitu ramai bloggers yang cukup peramah dan baik hati untuk membaca blog aku. dgn ada nya ramai org baca blog aku,aku xrasa keseorangan lagi. rasa mcm ada org hargai aku..wuu2... so..dengan itu aku ingin menghadiahkan award dibawah kepada pengikut2.. terpulang lah apa korg nk buat dgn award tu ye.. yg penting aku nk korg semua tahu yg aku hargai korg.

"no matter who you are..if you reading this. you're someone to me.
eventhough i can't see you,kiss you or hug you.
just letting you know that i really do love you"

p/s:ni istimewa buat follower and friend aku kt blog taw! :)

my love

2009-07-18T06:36:00.006+08:00

i'm a sore and pure loser in love life. i've been into more than 10 relation in all my life. what a pathetic person am i! and out of all relation i'll be the one who screwed up said the others. eventhough i can blindly defend my stand of action but it still be that i'm the one screwed. now i'm all single but not avaiable. why? because what i've notice in all love i've experienced.

love is living stream, it's change and evolve
love is seasons suns, it's shine and dime
love is lurking wound, it's hurt again and again
love is winding word, it's just a beautiful lie

love is something that is too imaginary to me now. why? because i'm scared of being rejected or spoilt up. i knew that if i'm getting into another relation. there's nothing more i can promise than just a wound at the end. so let those girls grabbed by someone else that is more successfull in love. let me drift away driven by the wind. till one day someone pulled my hand.

ps:i wish i can be a fairy tale princess but a male version.
where i'll be waiting someone to save me~ lalalala~. :)

jalan kehidupan ini

2009-07-17T15:28:00.006+08:00

mungkin ramai yang terfikir akan kehidupan hanyalah satu medium untuk kita beramal dan berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat. dan ramai yang nampak ianya satu jalan yang sama. tapi. bagi aku tidak. cara aku adalah cara aku. dan tidak akan aku ubah melainkan kehendak hati. biarpun termaktub jalan kemusnahan depan aku. aku akan tempuh kalau itu yang aku mahukan. sebab yang membezakan aku dan kau adalah jalan yang kita pilih. kerana bagi aku

"biar rebah merempuh,dari tegak bertimpuh"

jadi mengapa perlu aku pilih jalan kau? hebatkah jalan kau untuk kau tahu penghujungnya? mungkin jika kau sedar hujung jalan kau, kau tidak akan pernah berjalan langsung dalam litar kehidupan. terkaku berfikir arah kau hingga semua orang melewati. masa adalah satu pekara yang berjalan. kejar(masa) atau dikejar(masa) adalah hukum alam. jadi disini aku ingin ingatkan kau,kau dan juga kau

"jalan apa pun kau ambil kita tetap jumpa dihujungnya(mati)"

tapi adalah tugas manusia untuk megingatkan. jadi ingatkan. bukan arahkan atau ubahkan. sebab aku bukanlah satu manusia lalang yang bisa ditiup oleh bisikan tajam kau yang cukup halus seperti angin. jika kau temui aku tersesat di lorong hitam kehidupan. jangan berikan aku petunjuk jalan terang. tapi berikan aku kata2 berupa

"jalanlah jalan kau kerana jalan aku telah menemukan aku dengan kau(sesat)"

jika kedegilan aku menjengkelkan maka hinalah aku. kerana aku perlukan cemuhan yang akhirnya akan aku bawa jadi bekalan di sana. aku xpernah ambik kisah dengan kata2 kau kerana setiap patah kata2 kau itu mampu aku temui ditepi jalanan. kerana aku adalah pengembara kehidupan yang mencari satu erti hakiki tentang perjalanan ini. dari ceruk ke ceruk aku rasai kehidupan ini. aku adalah aku dan

"aku xhidup dengan pujian,dan mati dengan cemuhan"

kini kau sedar jalan yang aku ambil memang jauh menyimpang dari jalan kau. jadi? teruskan jalan kau dan aku akan teruskan jalan aku. janganlah kau jadi seperti daun yang mengikut arus,tapi jadilah ikan yang berenang bebas. dan aku harap dihujung jalan kita semua kita akan sedar yang

"hidup umpama litar dan terpulang untuk kita menjalaninya"

dan untuk penghitungan hari muka selepas mati. biarkan saja kerana tuhan maha adil dan mengasihi. kita sudah cuba yang terbaik dan itulah sebenarnya maksud kehidupan yang diberi.

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ditujukan kepada:
"cricket"

ps:kepada yang kenal tawalah sepuasnya...wahahaha~

Game time

2009-07-16T12:03:00.010+08:00

hari ni aku maen game selepas berbulan lama xsentuh game dkt laptop aku. knp? tah. muak kot. tp pape pon genre game plg aku suka racing la..dan fav game pulak "grid". xpernah dengar yek?? hehehe. mari aku perkenalkan kt korg. dibawah adalah shot aku tgh drive. :)

(aku keter putih..tgh move nk motong..wee~)

(tadaa..cantas org!)

(yg ni lak time aku drift~)

(ni pon time drift2!)

ni game kegemaran. korg ske maen game apa ek?

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ps:gambar kurg jelas sebab pki phone tgkp...sori~

junior oh junior

2009-07-15T21:38:00.002+08:00

ni aku nk citer ttg amarah aku terhadap junior di kampus kuantan ni.

1)kecurian phone dan duit
(korang ni aku tgk dh mcm org kaya. ada keter la,ada lappy power,dll. tp mencuri wtpe?)

2)vandalisme
(korg kalau terel sgt wt grafiti jgn amk law atau tesl. gi amk art la bengong!)

3)merokok
(yg bodoh sgt merokok kt bwh blok wtpe. nk isap g bilik xpon kt luar la. sangap ke sentul?!)

korg ni wt aku meluat taw x. taw x?!
cuba la jgn wat hal. xleh ke?
korg secara xlangsung nyusahkan aku.
sbb member2 akn citer bnd2 ni time aku mkn.
aku xsuke diganggu ketika makan dgn citer yg x enak!
paham x?!

kalau aku dpt sape yg buat tu..aku tangkap gambar korg mcm kucen ni then sebar kt satu dunia!

kisah kuning

2009-07-15T13:55:00.005+08:00

korg jgn pk bukan2. otak aku masih merah jambu taw. kisah kuning ni sebenarnya kisah ttg seekor kucing bernama kuning. kucing jiran aku.

sebenarnya kucing ni warna oren2 tp xtahu knp die letak nama kuning. kucing sebelumnya bernama farouk. pelik..nama org letak kt kucing. tp yg pasti kucing ni amat manja dgn aku..wee~

tp sbnrnye post ni nk citer yg dier baru beberapa minggu kehilangan permata hidup iaitu anak2. kesemua anaknye mati. yg sulung nama panjang,yg angah nama tengah dan yg bongsu nama pendek.

takziah

ps:knp aku tulis post pelik ni? sebab aku tepikir yg
kucing mcm garfield akan baca dan contact aku. :P

kisah doktor dan mat rempit

2009-07-14T17:42:00.001+08:00

Sebagai seorang doktor yang tugasnya menyelamatkan nyawa manusia,tentulah saya merasa bangga dengan profesion saya ini. Sememangnya inilah cita-cita sebenar saya selama ini. Etika dan sikap profesionalisme sering saya amalkan. Apatah lagi saya juga seorang pensyarah di Pusat Pengajian Perubatan di salah sebuah universiti terkemuka. Saya sering menanamkan dan menekankan aspek insaniah dalam diri bakal-bakal doctor yang merupakan pelajar saya.

Suatu hari yang ditakdirkan Allah, saya di ajar tentang suatu nilai yang saya terlupa oleh seorang mat rempit.

Saya menoleh jam loceng saya. "Ah….baru 3am dan saya baru terlena hanya 2jam sahaja." Tapi,apakan daya kerana tugas,saya terus mencuci muka dan terus menggapai kunci kereta saya. Inilah rutin seorang doltor yang kita kenali sebagai `on call`.

Setelah memecut kenderaan saya,akhirnya saya tiba di bilik kecemasan. Ada satu kes kemalangan. Seorang penunggang cedera parah dan pemboncengnya meninggal dunia di tempat kejadian.

"Tolong doktor..Tolong selamatkan kawan saya," rayu seorang lelaki muda berseluar jean yang koyak dibahagian lututnya. Inilah trend pakaian mat rempit. Setelah 4 jam dibilik pembedahan,mangsa berjaya diselamatkan dan kaki kanannya terpaksa dipotong. Entah mengapa hari itu,terlintas bisikan syaitan dalam hati saya yang menyatakan`you deserve to get it`. Astaghfirualallahal azim, sebagai seorang doktor,saya tidak harus meletakkan prejudis saya sebagai prioriti dalam merawat pesakit. Melihat pesakit saya dari sudut siapa dia sebenarnya adalah salah. Hal ini kerana, dalam merawat dan meyelamatkan pesakit,nyawa setiap manusia begitu bernilai walaupun pada pandangan kita atau sesiapa,dia bukanlah apa-apa.

Keesokan harinya,saya pulang dari hospital agak lewat malam. Kepenatan benar-benar menyebabkan saya tidak sabar untuk tiba di rumah.

"Ah….lampu merah pula!!" Maka saya terus menekan pedal brek dan menunggu giliran sambil mata saya tertumpu pada suatu peristiwa yang menarik. Saya melihat seorang lelaki yang koyak jeannya dilutut menunggang dengan laju melanggar lampu merah tanpa rasa bersalah. Dalam hati saya berdetik "sah mat rempit lagi. Tak ada kerja lain ke selain menyusahkan orang lain." Tiba-tiba saya melihat pemuda itu berhenti,menongkat motornya dan berjalan kedepan.

Saya benar-benar malu pada diri saya sendiri melihat pemuda itu mengambil bangkai kucing yang saya kira baru saja dilanggar petang tadi,mengalihkannya ke tepi jalan agar tidak dipijak hina oleh kenderaan lain.

"Allahuakbar."

Saya benar-benar tersedak dengan bisikan hati kecil sendiri. Saya rasakan diri ini sangant mulia apabila menyelamatkan nyawa manusia,tapi tidak terlintas dan tidak sanggup membela bangkai binatang itu padahal ia juga suatu nyawa yang harus dihargai dan dimuliakan. Sedangkan dia seorang mat rempit yang mungkin tidak menghargai nyawanya sendiri boleh meletakkan nilai harga nyawa seekor binatang pada aras yang tinggi. Sesungguhnya Tuhan sedang mengajar saya sesuatu.

Sesungguhnya saya telah belajar sesuatu dari seorang mat rempit. Kemuliaan seseorang itu bukan terletak pada berapa besar dan tingginya jasa dan sumbangan pada sesuatu tetapi dinilai dari berapa besar seseorang itu mengerti makna kewujudan sesuatu dan menghargai.

Ini bukan kisah yang memberi pengajaran bahawa kita juga boleh menjadi mulia walaupun seorang mat rempit,lantas menanam cita-cita untuk menjadi kaki rempit. Namun cerita ini membawa pengajaran bahawa kita tidak boleh terlalu berbangga dengan diri sendiri dan membiarkan prejudis membezakan diri kita dengan golongan lain. Sikap prejudis akan mengurangkan etika dan meruntuhkan sikap profesinalisme yang ada dalam diri kita..

*artikel diculik dari http://rempitbmcs.blogspot.com

siapa kata mat rempit bodoh?

2009-07-14T13:44:00.004+08:00

siapa berani kata mat rempit bodoh? berhenti menunding jari. lebih baik cermin diri. kerana dibawah adalah fakta belaka!

menurut kajian ukm,11 peratus mat rempit belajar di ipt. dan menurut anggaran pihak polis di raja malaysia 200,000 mat rempit wujud diseluruh negara. kata kementerian pendidikan tinggi seramai 296,236 pelajar diterima ke ipt. data kementerian belia dan sukan seramai 11.10 juta belia di negara ini.

jadi...

11 peratus dari 200000 diterima ke ipt. mat rempit mewakili 7.4 peratus pelajar ipt.
2.5 peratus belia biasa dari 10.9 juta belia diterima ke ipt. belia biasa mewakili 92.6 peratus pelajar ipt.

mat rempit mewakili 7.4 peratus dari pelajar ipt. mungkin kecil dari belia biasa yang mewakili 92.6 peratus dari pelajar ipt. tapi.. lebih bijak dari belia biasa yang hanya 2.5 peratus dari keseluruhan belia biasa yang berjaya ke ipt berbanding mat rempit yang mana 11 peratus dari keseluruhan mat rempit berjaya ke ipt . nah. kebenaran yang memeritkan.

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sumber pengiraan artikel:
kementerian belia dan sukan
kementerian pendidikan tinggi
buletin perangkaan malaysia
polis diraja malaysia
universiti teknologi melaka(utem)
universiti kebangsaan malaysia(ukm)

*pengiraan adalah bedasarkan kajian mat rempit ukm baru2 ini dan statistik 2006 kerana statistik 2007 dan 2008 gagal dijumpai.
*kiraan tidak tepat mungkin,tapi hanya ingin menunjukkan gambaran tentang kenyataan
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moral:
1)kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga, kerana terjumpa mat rempit bodoh habis semua mat rempit mendapat tempias
2)usah menunding jari lagi ke arah mereka,mari genggam tangan mereka dan keluarkan mereka dari gejala sosial yang kronik
3)jangan kita menghina mereka kerana kadangkala kita tidak sedar kita lagi hina.

sedang sakit

2009-07-14T02:58:00.002+08:00

skang ni aku ade sakit yang amat kronik. aku pon xpaham. nak g klinik aku mls dan xd mase.

simptom penyakit ini adalah:-

1)lenguh dan kejang badan secara tiba2
2)sesak nafas yang teruk
3)penglihatan menjadi gelap tiba2
4)kurang tido dalam sehari (lebih kurang 2 jam)
5)pening kepala hingga menampakkan urat kepala
6)mata terasa panas sgt
7)marah secara tiba2
8)mata menjadi juling tiba2
9)bersin yang kerap di waktu pagi
10)tutur kata kadang2 jadi xteratur dan merepek gile
11)suhu badan yang tinggi(sampai aku rase demam mcm xd ape)

aku telah menghidap penyakit ni lebih kurang 2 bulan. ianya membunuh ku.. tolong2~

car enthusiast

2009-07-13T01:11:00.011+08:00

enthusiast/owner/drifter/racer are few kinds of car/bike club that you can find all around the glob. but there's someone that i knew(but not like we're close enough) post in his blog asking this.

"I always wonder why the people who join car clubs, for example the Alfa Romeo Owner's Club Malaysia, are all driving crappy cars?"

before i answer why. should i ask. why do we must drive nice car to be a club? the point to be in the club is actually to "gather around" and discuss about car. that is the true reason. it's not about showing off what you got there. it's all about people who intrested in the car and not showing off the car.
when it comes about crappy car. what's that mean by the way?

"it is kept in original condition. Meaning no visible modification, no rust and with shiny paint job. No ODD paint job of course."

do alfa romeo modify their car like wira converting evo or myvi converting to passo? no. they simply proud of who they are. the convoys is not about showing off. it's more likely being a charity fund raiser or a gathering. each year alfa romeo owner club klang valley(arockv) will donate few thousands to random picked orphanage or old folks homes. it's about the good deed(charity) rather than bad intention(show off?).

"The Italians and Germans must be laughing when they see these clubs rolling on the highways."

most of the car owner clubs have received the international manufacturers recognition. you'll see not everyone laugh when you laugh. aroc-usa headline. "all about experiencing your Alfa, sharing the experience and having fun." then try aroc-uk objective. "the encouragement of all activities associated with the use of Alfa Romeo vehicles, the development of an interest in the tradition and culture of the Alfa Romeo marque and the promotion of such sports and social activities, between persons interested in the same." do they say anything about show off? no. it's about "connection between person who enjoyed the same passion"

"car enthusiast is simply those who embrace and enjoy the car"
regards from me as arockv diplomate. :P

p/s:seriously no harsh feeling. just trying to give you the idea about car enthusiast. btw, pick your example wisely bro. alfa romeo community is not the one you unintentionally want to insult or offense. alfa nicknamed as serpent. we bite without warning.

cerita seram kembali~

2009-07-11T14:05:00.005+08:00

aiman berjalan pulang menggunakan basikal cabuknya dengan riang. maklumlah, orang dah berteman. adat manusia berkasih sayang dengan pasangan masing masing. walaupun muda lagi aiman nih dah gatal.mungkin kerana masa kecik dia selalu sangat main pasir sampai selalu kena kudis dan gatal gatal.

sebagai pelajar yang terbilang,aiman pulang dan memulakan rutin nya. iaitu memmbute sampai petang tiba. oleh sikap demikianlah aiman berjaya menjadi pelajar terbilang hingga 150 dalam tingkatan. tetapi rutin harian aiman hari ini berubah sedikit. oleh kerana emaknya memekak suruh beli barang dapur untuk makan malam. aiman buat buat tak dengar dan sambung tidurnya yang terganggu oleh bebelan emaknya.

langit mula gelap,kilat menyambar dan guruh berdentum. tersentak aiman dari lenanya dek panggilan alam yang berkata hujan akan turun. sepantas kilat aiman menjenguk keluar. "uish..dh gelap mcm malam". walhal jam baru pukul 5 petang. nak tak nak terpaksalah aiman keluar membeli barang dapur dengan basikalnya di kedai pak ali yang terletak di sebelah masjid.

dalam perjalanan pulang aiman ditembak oleh regim hujan dengan hebat. habis kuyup,namun dek kerana makan malam aiman gagah mengayuh basikalnya. dah separuh jalan tiba tiba kelihatan kelibat makhluk putih berjalan dalam hujan. hari dah la gelap,aiman pulak rabun. mulalah hati aiman berdegup sekencang kencangnya. "pulak dah..pebenda ni".

aiman beranikan diri. tetapi tiba2 dalam kegelapan makhluk berselubung putih itu menoleh. "man...uhuk2(batuk)". aiman mula pucat lesi. "mampus,mana tahu nama aku.". terus aiman memecut basikalnya sepantas kilat. sejurus melintasi makhluk tadi beberapa meter,aiman toleh kebelakang dan melihat makhluk itu seolah mengejarnya.

aiman toleh semula kehadapan dan terlihat beberapa makhluk serupa sedang jalan beramai ramai ke arah yang aiman tuju. "makin ramai pulok dah.."aiman berhenti. niatnya tunggu hingga makhluk itu semua hilang. tetapi tak semena mena sekali lagi namanya diseru dari belakang. makhluk tadi hanya tinggal beberapa belas meter. aiman terkaku dan seolah olah efek filem matrix, aiman mampu melihat titsan hujan jatuh perlahan lahan.

aiman mula panik,macam macam teringat dalam otaknya. cerita ustaznya. hantu takut garam. maka di koyak paket garam yang dibeli tadi untuk makan malam. "alahai...tawar lah lauk malam kang.."makhluk tadi menjerit kepedihan mata sampai terduduk. aiman tersenyum faham, itu respon yang positif. jadi dia mula menyelongkar satu persatu barang dapurnya dari plastik.

makhluk tadi yang kelihatan kembali berdiri sambil menggosok matanya kelihatan menghampiri aiman lagi. lalu aiman keluarkan bawang. "pontianak takut bawang kan..hehe"di rejam makhluk tadi dengan bawang besar. tepat mengenai sasaran aiman di kepala. makhluk tadi tumbang.

namun tidak berputus asa,makhluk tadi merangkak kearah aiman. putus akal si aiman,di balingnya satu plastik yang mengandungi berat muatan tidak kurang 2kilo. "gedebum!" bunyi makhluk tadi dihempap plastik si aiman. lalu dengan bongkak aiman menjerit "padan muke ko setan~!" malangnya makhluk tadi kembali merangkak sambil merangkak"jaga kau aiman!"

tergamam sebentar aiman melihat dedikasi makhluk tadi dalam menggangunya. lalu tidak teragak agak aiman mencapai basikalnya lalu melarikan diri ikut jalan yang jauh untuk pulang. di toleh toleh ke belakang makhluk tadi tidak lagi mengekorinya. setibanya dirumah aiman tidak masuk dan tunggu diluar. takut masuk kedalam seorang.

tiba2 datanglah sahabatnya bernama aidil berpayung pulang dari masjid."woi kenapa ni?"aiman berlari ke arah aidil dan menceritakan adegan seram yang dilaluinya. aidil cuba menenangkan aiman sambil bercerita."tu la kau..cuba bawak pergi masjid macam mak kau.." aiman pelik. "mak aku gi masjid pakai apa. naik apa?". aidil cuba mengingat tapi tak dapat. "tak ingat..ha..tu pon mak kau. panjang umur!"

kelihatan dari jauh emaknya dalam keadaan basah dan berdarah sedikit di kepala. aiman mula pucat lesi seperti nampak makhluk tadi. tidak semena mena emaknya menjerit. "aimaaannn...setan kau!!!!"dalam masa yang sama kilat menyambar dibelakang mak aiman,ala ala citer hantu. menggelupur aiman lari dalam hujan. alangkah terkejutnya aiman apabila mengetahui makhluk tadi adalah emaknya yang pulang dari masjid dalam hujan. nak dibuat cerita emak aiman lupa bawak payung. isk2. anak2 zaman sekarang ni memang ekstrim!

gundam

2009-07-10T12:31:00.002+08:00

dari dulu aku minat mecha gundam. dari gundam seed sampai dedstiny jer sbnrnya. tapi.. ni sudah lain ni?! aku kalau jumpa lari dulu. lari tangkap gambar..hehe.
gundam setinggi 18 meter ni adalah real scale seperti dalam anime dan manga diorg. makanya..tinggi yang amat. mungkin ramai anggap ianya tugu. betul. tapi..jgn maen2.
kepala robot ini boleh gerak..ha..mana la taw ade ultraman pempuan lalu..leh jengah2. huwah2..
lihat lah..tersergam indah dia dibalik pokok. jangan jengah..mungkin tgh buang air.

kalaulah gundam ni real mecha. mahu aku naik dan pijak org2 disitu..kerdil sgt mcm semut dah aku tgk semua. isk2..apa2 pon hidup gundam..aku suke anime dan mecha diorg. tapi jangan sampai keris kt kelang di curi buat main sudah...wuhuhu~

cerita seram~

2009-07-10T06:59:00.004+08:00

malam ini angin sepoi2 bahasa bertiup di kota kuala lumpur. ramai menjangkakan akan berlaku hujan lebat. termasuk rahim. rahim merupakan seorang petugas polis trafik yang sedang melakukan rondaan seperti biasa. akan tetapi rahim tidak sedar akan hadirnya satu lembaga lagi sedang melakukan rondaan. bukan lembaga disiplin sekolah. tetapi lembaga atau digelar "hantu~" berlegar di ruang angkasa mencari mangsa.

rahim mempercepatkan motornya kerana melintasi kawasan kubur lama di lorong sunyi. "meremang bulu roma la pulak~" kata si rahim. "sejuk ke bang?"ada suara sumbang ala mak nyah yang menyahut entah dari mana. rahim menoleh kebelakang dan kelihatan satu lembaga terbang di hujung jalan. secara automatik rahim menjadi mat rempit malam itu melihat hantu. laju bagai peluru sesat meluru. hilaian si lembaga makin kuat dan menakutkan.

apabila polis menjadi mat rempit. tidak ada apa yang boleh kejar termasuk lembaga tadi. kerana motosikal mereka dah tahap superbike dan kebetulan rahim peminat moto gp. memang mcm valentino rosak di bawaknya motor malam tu. tetapi malang tidak berbau durian, kerana musim durian belum tiba lagi. setiba di satu selekoh rahim terjatuh dari motosikalnya. lalu melanggar satu tiang papan tanda. bengkok papan tanda itu!"berat nih! macam mana nak angkat?!". selekoh itu cukup tajam hingga tidak nampak di mana lembaga tersebut. beberapa meter di hadapan selekoh ada simpang berlampu isyarat. rahim terus membuka jurus langkah seribu belari ke tempat terang untuk menghilangkan rasa takut.

hilaian si lembaga semakin kuat menghampiri. lalu rahim tak semena mena menjerit. "awas! jgn......!" lembaga terdiam kebingungan tetapi tetap terbang dengan laju sambil mengomel dalam hati "pejadah awas? dengar mp3 lagu KRU-awas ke apa?" diselekoh rahim terjatuh tadi si lembaga cukup pantas. gayanya mirip superman terbang yang mengalahkan rahim yang corner-96. tiba2 lembaga tersebut terhenti dari terbang dan rebah ke bumi. hilaian lembaga itu turut tersekat seperti katak tertelan epal hijau. rahim pula terguling guling di simpang berlampu isyarat itu. seperti histeria, rahim ketawa meroyan.

apa yang terjadi?! kita undur cerita ini 2 saat kebelakang.

lembaga yang dalam kelajuan maksima seperti aksi impak maksima gagal mengawal tubuhnya apabila tiba tiba ada benda menghalang laluannya.tidak lain dan tidak bukan papan tanda yang dilanggar rahim. papan tanda "awas" itu senget ke arah jalan raya beberapa kaki di udara mengakibatkan lembaga tersebut melanggarnya lalu rebah ke bumi. menggelupur kesakitan lembaga tersebut dek kerasnya papan tanda besi itu. rahim yang menyaksikan kejadian aneh tapi lawak itu terus ketawa terkekek kekek hingga berguling guling di atas jalan raya..sekian.

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sebenarnya aku bosan. sebab aku cuma tertido sejam dan xmampu nk tido lagi. jadi aku pon tulis la citer yang menghiburkan hati aku sendiri. wah2..komen k?! xmo komen aku anta lembaga tadi kt korg ikut c-box!

perubahan

2009-07-09T12:54:00.002+08:00

ada kwn aku ckp.."blog ko gelap sangat!" jadi..sebagai jalan mudah menyelesaikan masalah tersebut. aku akan berikan torch light di atas dengan percuma. anda cuma perlu jumpa dan minta. huah2. sebenarnya entri ni aku tulis tok biar korang tatap wajah page ni kali terkahir. sebab aku nk tukar template. tapi aku xjumpa lagi. secara kesimpulannya aku akan cuba membangunkan template sendiri. mampukah aku? tidak. tapi apalah guna encik google. tunggu...wajah baru!

psst:sape2 yang ade link blog template lawa. share la yer..hehe

warning: hobby is haunted

2009-07-08T08:51:00.009+08:00

(rc drift tournament joined by navz)

urm..disebabkan xboleh tido..jadi aku boring dan menyelam dalam banyak laman web. tiba2..
aku terbaca dkt myspace. navz upload gambar kt folder rc dia. dia masuk tournament lagi..

(my first car HPI:E10,drift layout)

mengimbau sejarah lama. aku dulu senior dari dia. lebih awal main dan lebih terel sket dari dia. tapi..atas sebab aku berpindah ke kampus kuantan yang sempit. terpaksa aku meninggalkan hobi. dan aku ingat lagi time navz baru je masuk tournament pertama. dia pinjam battery aku. muka mcm kanak2 bawah penyeliaan ibu. tapi sekarang mcm2 dah brubah. dia dah tukar chasis,esc dan controller. aku? aku jadi makin kaku bila main rc. carbon fiber chasis aku makin reput di rumah. dan sayangnya selepas aku melabur lebih kurang rm4k. hobi tersebut terpaksa aku tinggalkan.

(chasis ke-2:lcg or low center gravity,special carbon fiber chasis)

harapan aku disini adalah apabila aku sambung degree aku akan sambung balik rc. cuti mid sem ni aku akan bangunkan sikit demi sikit kereta kesayangan aku yang kesunyian seperti aku. harapan aku x terhenti di situ. aku juga berharap akan berjaya membangunkan semula komuniti rc di tempat aku yang makin lama makin hilang ditelan masa. seperti yang pernah kita rancangkan dulu. kita akan buat rc track. dapatkan juga peruntukkan dari kerajaan negeri.

(re-doing nfs most wanted car shell to be wear with lcg)

tapi. abg zaku dah kahwin. zul dah gi U.K. along dah sibuk jadi tawkey. yeah dah lesap. sapa lagi?
aku cuma boleh harap dekat muzir dan anwar je lah untuk semuanya. sebab mereka sama mcm aku. belajar dan bermain. xd maknenya nk ckp sibuk. kalau sibuk aku tampar diorang laju2. haha~

(XCC rc club member,me 2nd from the right! rank number 6 of 20!)

*kepada navz. gudluck bro dalam d10! aku support ko. sebab ko je lah kwn aku dalam rc drift. yg laen touring. huhuk

obviously

2009-07-08T02:19:00.002+08:00

obviously she's totally forget me. :)
it's a relief when you know someone you loved actually happy without you.
last thing going to end this nonsense. is this poem.

there's nothing left in the beach
the waves washed my love away
as the rain falls on the shore
the blood is covered by tears

i'm moving on from the shore
just want to let you know
once i was here with you
and i was there to loved you

bye.